fUn!!!

Cool!! for once i did some thing different for christmas!!!
had a great time yesterday and the night before... it was really an eye opener for me...
later in the afternoon,
went out with celestine to orchard, walked around saw the tribal group as they were preparing for their christmas performance.., ate subway for dinner... heez!!

yup... tried baking a log cake, but it didnt really turn out well.. still, it tasted great.. as always.. hahah....

eeeeeewwwwwwwwww

tests!! yikes.. i really hate them...
i studied so freaking hard, and when the paper is right in front of u, u just forget about the whole thing.. darn... that formula!!!!!! sheesh!!!!

Besides that... MY VACATION officially started the moment the test ended!!! yippeeee!!!Went to popular to buy the 'DANCE NATION' cd, and dunno why, i just seemed so blurr.... it costs 23.90, i took out 20bucks instead.. and i forgot to take my receipt... haiz.. what's wrong with me?? Doesnt matter.. i wanna enjoy myself...
gonna go and listen to music....

gonna go Genki sushi for dinner!!! =)

ok, 2 papers gone...
today's paper was rather tough... forgot about the allocation of time....something i normally would have done..... hmmm.. okie, i have a break, then friday is the last paper.... yippeee then it's christmas... wow, time flies... i think this year went by faster then any other..... it was just january!!!! now it's december 2005! my... a day older each day.... haiz....

back!!!

the first paper is over!!!! yea!!!!
surprisingly, it come out rather easy... i'm so happy!!! BUT, lost around 6 marks... wrote the wrong formala... haizzz... brain cramped, then write wrong?? haha... maybe, maybe..
NOW there's the super hard one coming up.... Updates soon enough...

pulling hair out???

TERM TEST WEEK......?

why did they have to plan the tests just accurately so much so that it's the week just before christmas????????? everyone's celebrating but we're mugging?! oh boy.. it's unfair... oh well, then again nothing inlife is ever fair anyway... aside from that, been very happy so far.. interestingly....... life is good so far..... exercise and all really helps a lot.... ENDORPHINS>. the happy hormone.. love them to bits.. haha, yep, gonna go crazy?? heezz... well, i guess it's better to be plain crazy, enjoy life and the whole beauty of it before it smacks u in the face by taking it all away from u..... Anyway, i'm having 3 papers..... hmmm......... gonna go study and prep for them now... have a great week and

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

hmm...

oh well...

CHICKEN LITTLE....


it's a really great show... very very adorable.... had a great time.... heez....
gtg anyway...

....2weeks more

hmm... it is exactly 2 weeks to christmas!!!!!! baked 2 brownies today!! yummy..delicious...
oh wow.. BUT, haiz.. i bit my lip accidentally and now i have a bad ulcer.. it hurnts so much...eeeeeeeeewwwwwww... oooooooooooooouuucccccccccchhhh.. hard to eat, hard to talk.... oh well... hopefully it'll go off by christmas or i cant eat christmas goodies!!!

hmm

whoa... time flies... as in really flies.. and yes the pressure is becoming like weights...darn.... It's getting harder... The week after is the TERM TESTS !!!! OH gosh.... i think i'm so gonna explode... i need some relaxation..

quiz again

oh well... today's quiz was like a TRICK question.. one that plays with ur EYES.. no wonder he kept repeating, look at it CAREFULLY... and i didnt... but luckily still managed to change the answer... Phew, it's not term test... or i'm so dead....

wanna try finish some sudoku puzzles today... then continue studying...

hmmm...

QUIZZES!!!!

oh my... am i careless or what... i wrote down the right answer but in pencil, didnt erase it but i cancelled it out... dARn!! a whole 6 marks is gonE.. like so so so GonE......

anyway, got a quiz on wed... gonna study, and have to write a report later...

today is michelle's birthday, happy birthday girl....... but sorry didnt get u a gift... made plans with my long lost friend for a baking session... his birthday is tomorrow.. yea.. so, anyway, we made a chocolate strawberry scone cake, used the strawberry cream as dressing, and wrote each other's name on the cake.. hahah, so fun.. placed a pile of flour on his hand... and, yea, just imprinted my handprint using my floury hand on his BLACK tee.. hahaha

november babies

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Grace on the 25 november
Michelle on the 26 november
and Clement on the 27 november

Enjoy it to the maximum!!

Stay happy always !!!

school has started

nov 7.... school has started... FIRST DAY OF YEAR 3 TERM 1...
hmm.. finally the vacation is over... O.V.E.R. And surprisingly the first day went quite well... hmmm.. interesting....

bought the sudoku book from popular last evening, had real fun time doing some puzzles..
today is the 31 Oct!!!
oh wow... school's starting next week!!!!!!finally... had a great time today, baked a salmon pie...... totally huge salmon pie.. haha.. even used a ruler to measure the dough... haha...kkk off for dinner.....

yippee

hmm....... been a long long long time --- yoga, math, reading, baking --- basically just totally just having fun.. truck loads of fUn!!!!

having another baking session!!! yippee.. what's on the menu?
salmon pie, choco chip cookies and spanish churros.. maybe hot chocolate as well..
gonna so enjoy myself again.. then after that sweat it out.. heehee

hmm.. baking session

hmm.......... today's my cousin's bday.... she's 7 !!!
planned to go after the mini baking session.. baked a chocolate brownie specially for her.. den shepherd's pie for lunch and chocolate cookies for dessert??
yea, by the time the session was over, my mum called and told me everyone had left! so didnt go. went to sleep... and it was so hot...........HUmiD.. weather kills.....kk.. gd night

hey ppl..... been some time seen i blogged, been busy, reading, projects, school, etc.. ... but fun too... had a baking session with my friend, on a sat.. i think it was a 10th... ---sept.. ya, baked chicken pot pie... had a lot of fun.. and the pie was great too.. watched corpse bride as well on its opening evening.. great show, really touching.. hmmmm if only...... ;>.....heehee.. happy... ya, gonna bake again, this time shepherd's pie.. heehee.. only he n me n both our families can eat.. aint that right? cos we two bake he eat some bring back some... duh...kk.. stop here... wanna clear my table...... cleaning out's become kinda therapeutic...

hmmm....

hols.. hols again.. dreading the hols.. this time, nov and dec hols are gone... everyone else is having hols and we're back in school..... ***sobs***

so unfair!!!!!
nvm, it's just for a while... it'll be over soon...
oh well.. hols dun feel like hols, what with me going back to school...
i love tonight's episode of charmed, so romantic... haha.. just kidding

sept

september is fast approaching..
hmm... life's been the same.. havent updated for quite a while. Busy with the reports and animation.. getting headaches from the animation.. haiz.. Attending yoga lessons too, to relax.. but guess my body's too stiff, so land up in pain.. haha...kk

Gotta get back to work..

yay!!! happy

cooked dinner today.. it's great.. there was mushroom n yam rice, dory fillet with green pepper sauce, and wintermelon with mushroom and red dates soup..
So yummy.. must cook more.. so can do things faster..
must hone my skills now. so next time i can cook up even nicer stuff!! hehhe.. just love cooking.. alrighty, wanna go read my books.. must return them to library soon...

...............dotty..

hmmm
today, i woke up from a horrid nightmare... so scary.. den couldnt eat breakfast properly, cos of my blocked nose. keep blowing till i get a headache. den reached school late!!!
First time late. miust be cos of last night i went to watch the mobile column.. heeehee. then i 'jaywalked' without breaking any traffic rules.. lolx.. roadblock mah..
yupperrz, and i dunno why, but i think i must have had some really high levels of endorphins in me today... very hyper and very happy.. heehee.. =) ..been some time since i felt that way by myself. bought 2 track pants from B.U.M. equipment for the upcoming yoga lessons...haha, and ya, gonna highlight my hair in dec.. still undecided bout the color.. must go check it out
kk.. cya.

hey ppl

hmph.. first of all

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

yupperz..
i think i'm abit psycho already, sick till psycho huh? maybe. been coughing n coughing n coughing, for like dunno how many days. the new TV is finally here!!! YAY.. can finally watch CHARMED !! yea, watched style designer on channel U last night, very funny, but couldnt laugh, didnt want to aggravate my throat, and yes i'm on the verge of losing my voice!!!!!!!!
SO SICK...
luckily it's a public holiday, but my biological clock wont let me sleep in.... =<
going out soon..
byebye

it's already aug

tuesday..
another day at school.. totally no mood, lunch no mood either-- just ate egg sandwich and a slice of watermelon, den went back to lab.. haiz.. nothing to do.. surfed net, then found a very interestin animated clip..
highly recommended...
THE MICROWAVE http://themicrowave.free.fr
must watch!!!!
hehe.. den i went library, pay fines.. gonna finish reading den get fined... haiz.

Saturday...hmmm

hmmm.... wow..it's a saturday!!!! gonna be wk 10 of my SIP soon.. well i have to start some healthy living.. i ate peanut porridge with 3 youtiao for breakfast,( super fattening...so sad...)yup, it's super unhealthy. Erm, LuNcH??? had chicken, avocado and greens salad + pumpkin soup courtesy of cedele depot at novena square.... den kept walking around novena square, bought the ginvera marvel gel, went to look around the adidas factory outlet, went to espirit--- having 10% storewide.. but still so ex, and went into MPH, all while waiting for big bro to fetch us -- me n my parents, duh -- for dinner.
Arrived at raffles marina, my first time there, even though i had read and heard about the place and how nice it is. diNnER??? had fish bee hoon soup with fresh watermelon juice... i love the watermelon juice..
Gonna switch to drinking watermelon juice always... muz go check if Tp canteen sells freSh watermelon juicE.. and i decided, i muz swim daily.. get rid of the extra flab.... <",)

the sch day is ending

Hmm..it's just so cold, so boring, so sleepy. I dunno why, i'm not in the mood to do anything at all. Just feel like playing Diner Dash. One of the new games in Yahoo! Games. -Highly recommended- a word of warning though, it's HIGHLY ADDICTIVE too. heehee.. Received an email today from wenqing, and it's regarding a question forum of some sort...

QN : how is it that some ppl can feel that they are being watched?
ANS : ( not the exact, it's just my inference and summary)
'everyone is watching everyone these days.' --the world is coming up with ways to watch others legally--- >>> CCTVs, security survelliance cameras, panoramic videocameras that are pint sized and the sorts..

to me i find it kind of intrudes into ppl's lives. Even though it might be legal, but are u being watched for more then just security?

*PRoJeCt updatE*
Did up the canteen stores and stuff but still just dun feel like doing other work. very not in the mood. What the heck is wrong with me? Forgot to wear my watch!!! And these few days, I'm 120% sure that i look very blur. No idea why also. This morning when I woke up, I think I looked 300%blur !!! haha... Maybe cos of the dream i had this morning. Too good to be true. = ) Funny, ya it's a dream. DUH. Obviously not true. Oh well. Bought English Muffins and Foccacia Buns with mixed herbs last night, -->$ 3.80, no, no, it's $2.50 + $1.75 = $3.75.. ya now that's correct...so expensive. and i'm getting forgetful!!!! ewww, oh dear.. what's wrong wif me?

*charmed*-- i love them

just back from watching charmed... LOVE this episode.. it's really nice.
about the mullen brothers. magic school. paige n kyle. leo n piper.
funny how phoebe didnt get her guy....sad, they looked rather compatible...
YA, i know, looked..

hmmm... LEO, the newcomer to the avatar.. he seems pretty blur for an elder raised to an avatar... but he can bring ppl back to life...heal them. i just love the part when piper was cleaning the glasses and suddenly they all became roses. That was totally beautiful, and lovely.

haiz.. it's just a show.. BUT lucky it's just a show. i wouldnt want to be sucked into a novel and travel through time and sorts. It'd scare the wits off me... i'm already quite easily terrified, those who know me, U KNOW what i'm talking about.. BUT dun keep scaring ME arh!!!! wait i scare u back. hehe..

flying past

just recovered from a bad case of migraine...
been in a daze for like nearly what felt like 1 week when it's only 4 days.. forgotten many things..
time is going reali fast these days..
dunno why it seems this year is flying past...
anyway, me wanna just pig out now.
CYA

haizz...missing him

just came back from a dinner treat from my friend, as a thank u gesture for lending him my Java book...*hee, i ate spinach tortellini at pastamania!!---- yay.. havent been there for quite some time. Celestine is gonna be just so envious.. told her bout it on the phone, and she was trying to get me ask him if he needed anymore books to get a free treat. haa.. that gal.. addicted to pastamania, but hey, i cant blame u, gal, the food is superb.Today was another blurie day for me. I got up the bus without realising i had forgotten to prepare my ez-link card for scanning. i actually thought that my wallet was my cardholder. Wonder what is going on with me. Guess i probably have too much things on my mind, the SIP project, the plans, the logbook entry, etc.. *screams in mock terror
eeeeeeeeeeee!!! i think i'm going crazy soon... Oh dear

NO nO No, .. look on positive side.. can concentrate on SIP..

morning..........life in school

morning ppl.. in school now, doing project...i'm so blur... forget to bring the much needed floor plan.. now totally just working from memory, hopefully that the stairs measurement all fit together, cos i just fitted it 'nicely' into the connector blk.... confirm all not to scale.. dead.. super dead.. watched charmed last night, super nice, love the ending ..........
hopefully Leslie and Phoebe stay together.

and ya the angel of Death..

haiz.. sux..

seriously. sometimes ppl just have nothing better to do huh? is it so nice to talk abt ppl and their personal stuff and mess up their life? please go GET A LIFE.. and backstabbers.. guess u all have this thing called a inferiority complex? huh.. no confidence in yourself so u exploit others to get attention and false confidence.. if u have anything to say to me, JUST COME RIGHT UP AND THROW IT AT ME. dun go round spreading ridiculous untrue stuff. destroying ppl destroys yourself. tell a lie, and live the lies. i'd like to use this quote.

'if u have any sense of self preservation at all, u would just scatter.'

Actions speak for themselves, rumours are but rumours, the character is firmly established, ppl who know the person, will realise that the person is just not what others make him/her out to be.

river bears.. arent they just adorable??

`definitely charmed`

wow.. today's episode of charmed is totally cool.. Speaks volumes of the phrase 'knowledge is power'.. liked the part where phoebe brings up the breaking of the pirate's oath. Very cool.
What's even funnier is the way that leslie guy tried to 'ask' phoebe on a date. ha. but the ending is just so nice. hmmm.. countering anger with love. just so beautiful.

*those who know me will know the reason --- u know it. *

crazie cat

hmm.. i'm going crazy.. courtesy of achid and company.. thanks ya?
u are scary.. dun hypnotise me can? haha.. maybe after my lessons in kickboxing can lor... but u must really wear shin guards and whatever .. cos, u'll nvr know what's gonna come at u next.. haha... yup. and happy, happy... crazy.. well.. well.. *frowns. the report, i have absolutely no idea what to write.. HELP some one.. HELP!!!

just finished my butter n herb mashed potato, it's tastes so good.. later gonna eat again.these days been eating many small meals. probably adjusting to the lab life. the stony lifestyle ---> as in sit in there from 9 - 5.30 and just face the monitor.. and construct stuff. no not stuff. the school. the huge campus with the complicated landscape what with plant sculptures and trees looking like cones?

lovely and cute

be mine

isnt this just so cute?

MONDAY>>>monday..

hmm.. time flies.. it's the 4th week!!!!!
hmmm. there was supposed to be a meeting, in the morning, but it was shifted to tmr, at 2pm.. so. well. see how it goes.. hopefully that the assigned task load is not heavy.. or, i'm really....like poof!! gone.. invisible under stacks of paper!!! hee.. cant wait to start. but i'm worried about the deadline for the PR1..... only 1week left.. hope they'll be lenient, PLEASE!! yay.. hopefully time will fly past faster, get this over real fast. i'm getting bored stiff to the core.. everyday, go lab sit there, stone.. stone stone till 5.15pm...

and i'm still SICK... what's wrong with me? some one please tell me?

what's up man

this afternoon, went to get a book and stuff at novena church bookstore and was q-ing up, when this middle-aged lady, took one look at the Q then stood there, like there was no Q, then when i just nicely told her, excuse me the Q is at the back, she just gave an expressionless face.. Goodness... there's so many ppl at the back!! BE FAIR to those at the back!!! oh well.. i hope she doesnt do this Q cutting all the time...it's real unfair, and if she happen to meet with those really loud ppl, someone help her... oh well.. my mind is wandering.. and missing him. cant let this happen so often...
WAKE UP val!! go read ur book.. NO MORE TIME..........
cya... good night.

haiz...

aiyo... why everyday run up and down??? can just get us a bloody permanent lab?? and permanent spaces too??? so there is no cat fights... grrr....growling.. fighting over some computers.. just coz some ppl are too lazy to go check out their OWN spaces on the NOTICE board which is rather HUGE... it's big enough to attract attention.. what's more.. it's A NOTICE BOARD!!!!! goodness... not our fault.. so just stop giving us faces alright??..
oh well.. if this nonsense is the settling down part of SIP, then really it is just too long.. other grps have long started... and 3weeks is a very long time, and is really crucial if there is lots to be done... and i thought it was exciting. well. learning and exploring the software is fun, but not when the software keeps detecting errors after errors and hangs the whole comp..

i'm just so tired.. still sick.. the accupunturist said it's a 'cold' cough. the doctor said not to eat heaty stuff....what am i supposed to eat? oh well.. Then threw up my whole lunch today cos of my cough. slept in the lab, then went to buy a raisin muffin to keep the hunger pangs away. and the bloody idiotic malay guys from athi's lab just really pissed me off.. come on i dun even know u so just get the hell outta my life.. and just F*** oFF.... not gonna waste my time entertaining a bunch of idiots.

can i box some one today??

still have the bloody frustrated feeling... wished i just slapped the guts outta this person... darn.. it would have felt great.. just letting the person see the extent of my anger.. yup.. i'm mad, really mad. and angry. anyway.. no point losing steam over small matters.. time still passes u by... today i created a small animation !!!! it's a animated penguin when i created myself... i'm so freaking excited and happy.... the penguin 'danced' around for a while.. haha.only thing i couldnt get, the texturing of the penguin.. still have lotsa stuff to learn and explore.. hmm.. 3 days left, keep saying i wanna read my book but havent been able to start...

`charmed*!!!!

just watched charmed, the storyline's beautiful.. that's why i like it.. haha..hmm... their clothes are ALWAYS so darn nice

wanna be able to have their wardrobe.... BUT definitely not Lady Godiva... even though i never heard of her... maybe i should go do some research.. haha.. kidding.. oh well... school is really tiring me out... byebye...

happy happy positively happy

la la la
ooh i'm just so happy... i guess when u're happy everything just seems right....haha
it was a wonderfully bright day..

bored... entirely

this is a super nice and meaningful post my friend put up.. just thought i'd share it..
In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster..
But in front of the person you love, you get happy.
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.
If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.
In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love, you can.
In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.
You can't look straight into the eyes of theone you like.
But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love.
When the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
But when the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
The feeling of like starts from the ear.
But the feeling of love starts from the eye.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turnsinto a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever
My personal touch : ) : when everything is over, liking someone will not hurt you as much as when you love someone.
Liking someone leaves you almost unscathed..but loving someone leaves a deep scar in you heart that can never be removed...-->i agree with this...

i'm the most crazy person

hmmm...woke up today to learn that today is friday the 13th. Not that i'm that superstituous or anything.. i just wanna be safe and sound.. then i went to search for the anime i watched with dave yesterday.. miss him so much.. ya and the anime took so long to download.. my mum took leave too...and ya, i bought 3 skirts today!!!! hehe.. they're all so pretty.. retail therapy and a bit of chocolate always never fails to brighten a girl's day.. came back from shopping and watched like 5 episodes of the anime.. till dinner time..too engrossed..haha.. nearly forgot to eat dinner... Countdown from today to SIP? is about 2weeks.. so slow!!!! never mind.. gonna digest every bit if that thick technical communication book down. i know i can. must pass this SIP.. i dUn wiSh to retAke it.. watched the 9pm show on chn 8 (beautiful illusions) and cried. the ending was so touching... reminded me of me and him... okok.. enough ... on the way to dreamland!!!!! good nite!

yeah.. happy..

i'm so crazy this week.. just bought a top from m)phosis yesterday.. it's design is so unique.. ya, and when to mph to read some books.. nearly scared myself out of my wits.. some reflection of evil story... similar to the infection movie.. ha... suddenly like these genres... horrors of horrors.. maybe it's more interesting? ha has more suspense?? so intriguing...hee.ya and i tried this small little bottle of bird's nest... that cost 2.2o.. but it's really nice.. ya.. came back and didnt really sleep till maybe say 1/2 hr later? dunno what i was thinking too.. maybe some nonsensical stuff. okay.. gonna start the day.. and maybe go library later.

SIP..

kk.. Back.. from walking here there everywhere.. i'm so so tired.. ya. the briefing took a whole 2 hrs.. they keep saying last one, last one, then they go, 'i shall now pass the time to so n so....' so long... they can just go on and on.. the dresscode has so many restrictions, they might as well just say please wear formal office wear. why cant wear bermudas ?? haiya.. then the results.. come out ONLY on the 24 may. that's is just so LONG..and i just realised that there's gonna be so much of writing.. like report-writing and logging and planning and scheduling.. i'm so dead. just dun really like all this planning stuff.. not used to it.. hmm.. nvm maybe can start cultivating the habit?? haha.. try only lor... ok ok.. borrowed this freaking thick book, gonna have to start reading or i cant return it in 2 weeks.. renew also no time.. cos SIP would have started...
gonna start being bookworm............ heehee..

Ridiculous...

Hmph.... darn... today there's the SIP briefing later at 2 pm!!! i've JUST been told.. what..... spoil my day... anyhow.. i still have to go to find out the whole SIP stuff... like rules, dresscode, hoping the results...and other thingy.. the extras stuff. be back later......

bored.. really....

damn.. damn... why.... why so boring... can someone please please shortent the vacation?.... AND why does it have to be a week later???? Then now i have to wait 3 more weeks for the school term to begin.....oh dear... i HATE vacations.. i'm going crazy and totally freaking out!!! i dun want to know my posting.... i'm very ultra ultra scared!!! how??? time is flying past everyday and it seems as though i have done nothing..i cant even seem to remember events of the day.. maybe i'm too tired out from the vacation term cds.. haha.. but i made a lot of friends from the subject and the project to me was a huge success.. hehe.. and i guess the group really gelled together.. miss the fun we had during the project meetings and the wacky ideas that came out.. even though there were totally ridiculous ideas, maybe that's why it was so fun..went to visit my grandma and my cousins came by.. they are such a bunch.. so pretty and energetic and just so CUTE and huggable.. hehe..yup, bought a espirit skirt today!!! it's so beautiful. haha... kk.. i wanna go sleep........

sPeciaL dAy....

today is the 5 may 2005!!!!!
050505!!!!!! well, today, went to school for the POC presentation actually had plans to present it today, but kk was late.. nvr. have extra day to practice.. had great fun and abdominal workout from the laughing since the other presentations were so funny.. there was this presentation about the toilet seat cover, and the grp actually made the guy the toilet... haha. cant forget that, another grp did one on shopping, and the skit, with this guy saying, "hi let me introduce myelf, my name is busybody.. let me help u" since they were trying to promote a shopping cart/basket/trolley...it's superbly funny.. and then after the class, we went to rehearse the skit. Normally, i cant act, as i would start laughing and not stop if something funny was going on.. Luckily i managed to pull it off.... Hope i can for tomorrow's skit... haha... today's date is so special.... hmmm.. i gonna have to do something.... so so so bored.. the vacation is just kiLLinG me!!!! i just HATE VACATIONS. i mean, it's toooooo lonG.....
..oh weLL... i have to go exercise... cya..

hmm.. really interesting

hmm.. spend the morning reading a novel.. Finished the book!! Yay.. but i still have 3 more.. the memoirs of cleopatra, critical thinking and microbiology.. just read the microbiology.. it's so funny... funny cos of the way the describe it.. hmm.. actually feel better today.. still got research to do for POC.....

dun want to think

super super bored. have a test coming up.... then the project.... hmm...just wanna sleep....... i'm so exhausted... didint eat lunch either, just ate bread. Goodness, what is happening to me?

Penguin..

Dearest penguin, I MISS YOU so much.. how can i ever tell u how much i want you by my side each night? it's just tearing me apart.... Well, the least i can do is just let u go, let u find ur own happiness. BE HAPPY, i will always love u.

i am totally so mad... pple on vacation should be enjoying themselves, i actually went to learn aomething... but who cares... it's so so so intriguing.... ya... psychology of creativity... a totally great subject.... talked a lot on creative thinking, blah blah, i cant really remember... but i love this phrase 'INGENUITY AND INSANITY IS BUT A THIN LINE' .it's not exact but i guess it's around there..... hehe.. the lecture was way funnier... and ya, went to watch Samara at cineleisure, and met up with Celestine!!!! She's SO pretty.. all grown up ya gal??? muz be fu... hehe... hey dun think so much ya, it'll be sat and sun, before u know it.. den u can be with him again....and i still cant believe u're working at nike!!!!!! SOO lucky...... haiz.. i have to do my homework now.....

swimming piggie!!! hehe

ya... back .... saturday was a great day.... though i came back like a freaking roast/bbq-ed chicken... now i'm suffering the effects of the sun.. yup, went hougang mall in the morning, checked out a few stores, then went to swim... guess water confidence is something to be acquired through practice... hmm. my goggles burst too..... and my fren had to help with repairing the elastic band... swam for guess 2 or 3 hours.. den went to her house to rest for a while... den went off to my grandma's place.. grandma cooked dinner.. and it was scrumptious...totally... maybe i was too hungry.. ate 2 servings!!!!! morning already had like a huge bowl of prawn noodle soup and i didnt eat my lunch till 4pm which was like 2 carrot cakes only... the rectangular fried kind.... oh well.. when i came back i totally just flopped down and slept...till this morning....

oooh yeah!!!

yippie!!!!!! SO HAPPY
yay! yupperz... the results are out.... though i didnt get my goal all thanks to a certain fantastic lecturer----those who know what i'm talking about pls pls... dun get me in trouble.....^-^ hehe... still wondering how sometimes u just dunno why but ur mind is just plain blank and i really mean blank--B.L.A.N.K. yes.. blank. haha crazy? maybe.. today my hamster snowy stood up on her paws and i guess she was pleading for a change of diet... hmmm.. change the water and decided to reward snowy... with a cashew nut.. hehe.. guess it was really sick of it's stupid pre-packaged diet...hmm.. ya and then i went to check out the newspapers.. ppl can really be sick.. fighting over the spilt water... illogical.....worse... the casino issue...sometimes, i just cant seem to comprehend the lack of logic in the ppl's views... esp today's forum... one min say it may be bad, next say it's gd.... ??!!!! yup i guess today's bloggie is so long... today the town council had to fog the rubbish chute.... den when Athi came she was like 'SO MANY COCKROACHES!!!!!' seriously, cant they die inside there??? dun let us humans see ur horrible state!!!! worse, i got freaked out by her.. den wen down by the stairs.. nvm.. EXERCISE... met her, saw that the lifts' entrance were like 'guarded' by these 2 dead cockroaches... wanted to laugh... should have taken a pic.. but it's seriously disgusting.. would puke if i saw it again.. best part.. went around the block to the lift lobby and landed up seeing this roach crawling towards both of us.. we were like screaming and running up the stairs...16 flights of them!!!!!! imagine.....yup... totally repulsive... ya.. then discovered my computer infected with spyware.. and was totally distraught and trying to restore and download some free software.... but it's like so wasted.. all were like free scanning but no free removal!!!!! darn... den thomas went like, no u cant shut down.. if u shut down ur computer cannot start up ever... den panicked.. and dear me didnt have my lunch till about 4pm!!!!!!! and lunch was just this fishball soup with vermicelli* correct???haiz.. den went home and still tried to fix the com... den worse..i did the most stupid thing.. i restarted the com... den realised it couldnt connect to the internet!!!! cos it apparently destroyed my connection!!!! so i went to my other account to check.. lucky me it ws still there.. the i remembered i saw this anti spyware thingy on microsoft.com so went to download... so far, it's been very good... restored most of the stuff on my computer!!! finally my computer stops showing websites in 2 languages! finally no more annoying pop-ups....... phew... den den, i realised i missed the broadcast of the pope's funeral! how could i! terrible....... real terrible.. and i also failed to notice the bells ringing....okok.. went to watch the 9pm drama on channel 8 and the ending of the show b4 it... had a gd laugh cos it was So humourous... and then some really touching scenes in the drama... and julian is SO cute.... ya, and the little girl, that an-an and yuan yuan... kkkk it's getting late.. got an exciting day 2moro...

after exams...

hmmmm.. wow... it's really tough when u're finished with the exams and u just dun know where u stand....now it's the waiting for results time do they really need 2 weeks?.... darn they really are taking a long time to mark those papers arent they? or they finished marking and are bz setting the supp papers to kill u??? hmmm sometimes i really wonder why they have this thing called a supp paper.. might as well just let u fail.. when u pass the supp they just give u a pass? oh please.. come on.. recking brains for main paper and failing not gd enough? they have to take away those precious GPAs which we really really neeed??? whose idea is that???? now is the time when u'd just wanna SLeEp and not know ur results... haizz... okay, i'll take my own advice and plonk down on the bed.. cya..

i wish i was a fish

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL!!!! i just wish for once that i was a fish in an aquarium.... went to swim, the water just felt great... only the 4m drop was just terrifying.... but it certainly felt great... heee....yup havent exercised for a long time.. so after this whole body workout, it just feel really really good.... haha.... ya, pig,i knoow...

EXAM fever

holiday mode.... or is it study week mode??? anyway, no mood to study.....just keep getting distracted....never mind.. just chiong, sure can one....study arh... dear gal !!!

a message in a bottle

a message in a bottle

haiz...

hmmm... what should i do??? under immense pressure..... throw my self in work.......... indulge in projects. n chocs........ haha.. i know..i sound mad.. well i guess i would be.........stressout.....

my maple screenshot

LiFe_n lOvE`


see the pic??
cute?

never had a dream come true

NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE
S Club 7
everybody's got something they had to leave behind
one regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
there's no use looking back oh wondering
oh wondering
how it could be now or might have been
oh might have been
oh this i know but still i can't find ways to let you go

i never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you
even though i pretend that i've moved on
you'll always be my baby
i never found the words to say
you're the one i think about each day
and i know no matter where life takes me to
a part of me will always be with you

somewhere in my memory i've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
there's no use looking back oh wondering
oh wondering
how it should be now or might have been
oh might have been
oh this i know but still i can't find ways to let you go

i never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you
even though i pretend that i've moved on
you'll always be my baby
i never found the words to say
you're the one i think about each day
and i know no matter where life takes me to
a part of me will always be
you'll always be the dream that fills my head
yes you will say you will you know you will oh baby
you'll always be the one i know i'll never forget
there's no use looking back oh wondering
oh wondering

because love is a strange and funny thing
and funny thing
no matter how i try i try i just can't say goodbye no no no no

i never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you
even though i pretend that i've moved on
you'll always be my baby
i never found the words to say
never found the words to say
you're the one i think about each day
you're the one i think about each day
and i know no matter where life takes me to
a part of me will always be
a part of me will always be with you oooohhh
feelings_N_thoughts captured by tAiKi yUiChi......
on 1Jan 2005