PARTY TIME!!!

now i'm planning a party!

whoopEE...
haha..yup, my 21st bday..
hopefully all goes well on that day
and check this website out
it's so cool

http://disney.go.com/ratatouille

i wish

somehow that he knows this....
why is it so hard?? OR is it meant to be this way? This has got to be like the worse. I've never been through this kinda of emotional turmoil before. Even last time. it wasnt that hard. Questions go unanswered.
----reflections a week later----
...but then again, if it falls apart cos of a small matter.. it goes to show how fragile it all really is, and how much it was treasured. Not gonna let myself be hurt so bad again... And i'm gonna make sure of it.