random ramblings

been a rather stormy week lately, with my mood swinging left right center.
I guess I found out the reason last night. my best friend is here to visit. yes, every lady's best friend time of the month.

Aches and pains, and a weak body, and found that I couldnt run across a road without wanting a chair.
Which reminds me, I need to clear my oft pile of junk on my table, and re-organise my table settings. Been that way for far too long, and i'm getting sick of it.

Need some new structure. Korean class is getting interesting, and i'm slowly but surely gaining momentum. Yippee!!!

Lovely! Now for some work. See you in a bit.

The evening draws to a close, and being the absent minded person i am, i bought a binder from muji and kinda regretted it for the price i paid. I guess it remains to be seen about the quality and whether it lasts, so that is a comforting thought. Note to self, shall not physically abuse the binder for maximum maintenance!!!!

On the way back, i saw a guy practicing his Standing Broad Jump. Looked like he was disappointed with his results. Reminds me of my school days, and the frog style my PE teacher taught us for the jump...  Those good old days...

Purpose

God gives us all a purpose, it is up to us to find it.

These days, random thoughts go through my mind, empty states, drifting in and out, and etc.

I have many many things to do, I want to complete so many things. 

then again, I truly want to know what's in store. Is it wrong to be so curious? Maybe.

Or perhaps, the anticipation is overpowering. Patience.

Patience is a virtue. We all need it, but it takes a loooooooooonnnnnng time to cultivate it.

Those born patient, or rather, those who have mastered the art of ignorance, seemingly have the best of both worlds. We'll never know.

It's the time of the year to spring clean, and it's really therapeutic, considering the fact that I'm ill, and no thanks to a certain virus floating in the air. Mind is clearer, and I'm looking forward to a new year with lots of fun, laughter, and new opportunities.

An opportunity came by, should I grab it, or should I take my time to fully understand what is at stake?

Then again, these opportunities are rare, and should I let it pass by me now, I might never get it again.

So, what should I do?

2013

It's a new year, 2013, with new plans to forge ahead.
Feeling like a somewhat groggy bear after winter hibernation, I am out in the woods foraging.

Amazingly though, it has been a wonderful start, even though there has been some down moments.
It's truly a different perspective, I never thought I would be thankful for what I'm going through.

2012 has been a rather weird year, with much events, gains and losses, but mostly, I learnt a lot from those months. Thankful and blessed to have my family and friends, and even more so for a certain someone, who is no longer part of my life.

Although we are no longer together, you have taught me a lot about loving someone. You took care of me, and loved me unconditionally. Thank you for the wonderful moments I will always cherish. We will still remain as friends, and I wish you all the best. We met each other for a reason, a reason that only both of us will come to know a little later, but still, I believe, it is for a good reason.

2013 has brought much sunshine to my life, with more to explore at each corner, and I am slowly opening all the doors that God has led me to. All the windows that were once misty and foggy to me, are now fully open, with the wind billowing, and a beautiful stream beside.

For more good things to come, I will look forward to 2013, and more.
Thank you everyone for everything!

I LOVE YOU!