i dun need a man~

I don't need a man
I don't need a man (Did I complete 'cha? I don't need ya!)
Oh! I don't need a man
I'm over you
I don't need a man (Without you)
I don't need a man (Ohh I'm over you)
I'm over you, yeah!
Oh, I don't need a man


[Chorus]
Cause I'm doin' fine without you!
I don't need a man to make it through
I don't need a-I don't need a man, I don't
Cause I'm doin' fine I feel brand new
I don't need a man to get me through
I don't need a-I don't need a man, I don't

Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go (Let it go!)
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go (No no no no...)
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go (Baby...)
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go (Let it go!)

[Chorus]

You'll know if I'm feelin' you
And I don't have to think it through
The more you try the less I bite

And baby I don't need a hand if it only wants to grab one thing
And without that-no deal
I want a love that's for real
So if you wanna be with me it ain't at all about the bling you're bringin'
You know I've got my own life and I bought everything that's in it

And I'm not afraid to tell you I don't ever wanna leave you confused
'Cause there are some things I won't do
Just give it all up to you
And the way that you stare, don'tcha dare 'cause I'm not about to
I see you lookin' at me like I got somethin' that's for you

So let me break it down- I can get off when you ain't around!
I don't need a ring around my finger, to make me feel complete
I don't need a man to make me feel good, I get off doin' my thing
I don't need a man to make it happen, I get off bein' free
[Chorus]

You'll know if I'm into you
I don't have to think it through
The more you try the less bite and

And I'm not afraid to tell you I don't ever wanna leave you confused
'Cause there are some things I won't do
Just give it all up to you
And the way that you stare, don'tcha dare 'cause I'm not about to
I see you lookin' at me like I got somethin' that's for you

yeah.. u go girl!
oh ya, happy bday charles.

fun?

i still like this pic i took last year.. sceneRy from the office...
even though it looks kinda blank... cos maybe u can see the body of water at the back.. lol

yep.. a stress reliever...

ok! enough of bleah-ing the time away,
back to papers and studying!!!

gosh.. i'm getting bored. very bored. i really have no idea why.. too lazy to even do anything.

i wanna do a lot of things, but it seems so far-fetched some how.. why???

boring.....boring... bored..................

just wanna laugh like forever....

the bleah post

the 'have u found mr right?' test....

Valerie, you've found Mr. Right because You Put Each Other First

You know it's the real deal when you stop thinking just about what you want and start thinking about what he wants, too. After all, a relationship is about two people coming together. And the way you and your guy put each other's needs on an equal level means you're both ready for something more.

That's not to say that you aren't a strong woman with your own ideas about the way things ought to be because you are, and you don't take marriage lightly either. It's just that you've found a great guy who'll always have your back, even if it's his dear, sweet mom you're debating. And nothing's more romantic than that.

and the 'what kind of girlfriend are you?' test

Valerie, you're a Steady Supporter

Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.

For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.

tests...haha.. i feel they seem crappy!!!!
my first reaction to the results : OH REALLY??????
but to the computer : thanks for the compliments...
hahaha...

check it out and try them for urself...
www.tickle.com
have a fun time.

it was valentine's day... hmm... spent my time studying for the accounting test..

but i was very pissed... i shaded the right answer but erased it and shaded the WRONG answer.. GRRRR....

darn...........................

ooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! I JUST LOVE THE SPORT.....

cant get it outta my mind.. i love it..... i managed to windsurf for a while, after countless tries at getting the sail up... the feeling was lovely... beautiful... being able to enjoy the wind while on the board... i wanna learn to increase speed, but i have to master the basics first... yeap!!!

haiz.. it'll be a fortnight before going out there again... BUT, then again it's chinese new year!!! festive mood! haha.. ok... back... to.. school

test on the 15th!!!!

windsurfing is FUN!

gosh.. i didnt realise how fun windsurfing was till i went to the windsurfing course this morning. even though i fell into the water countless times, it was, nevertheless, enjoyable. I just cant wait for the next windsurfing lesson!!!!
I guess i'm getting addicted to seasports.

And i went for a chingay rehearsal, but backed out at the last minute, cos i was getting a head from the head dress. i felt really bad, since the guy in charge had already sort of viewed me as competent to join in the dance as a supporting dancer. But oh well.. safety first.

heez...currently i've been in a kinda very reflective mood these past few days, got many things on my mind, and really, i must say that my gd friends, clement and darren, are really really, as funny as i may sound, they're really right about living happily and not thinking so much.. Thanks guys! =) And yes, charles, thanks for reminding me, i'm so gonna have to stop resorting to violence... i need to try to cultivate patience.. even though a few of my friends think i'm rather patient.. i think otherwise.. i need more patience... it's just so weird.. and yep... wanted to post this here.. it's rather beautiful...

moment by moment

Do not look back and ponder over what might have been;

nor be troubled by the year ahead for it has yet to come;
Live today to the fullest and make it beautiful
so that it will be worth remembering

marketing, marketing, marketing...
stats, stats, stats................<<<<<------hey this spells the same forward and backward!!
and aLL aSsiGnMeNtS!!!!!
CRAP...

haiz...

oh yay! managed to share those choc nut cookies with clement after all.. haha....

am so gonna try windsurfing. praying that nothing will happen =)

it's pilinG up!!! NO NO NO...

darn... it shouldnt turn out this way......

baked some cookies, wanted to share them with my classmates and maybe clement, but fainted/threw a fit while getting down the bus.. haiz... must be the stress piling up.. and maybe, maybe, me not taking care of myself well enough. *sigh.. have to start taking good care of myself already.

whoa... school's started, and even though it's just the beginning, it's kinda wearing me down... hmph... i guess i'm still in the holiday mode...

WAKE UP!! *slaps face...

arh... that feels better, a little more awake.. well.. i better start studying..
I DEFINITELY NEED MY As BADLY....

the rainbow

it's been some time....
haha... the rainbow after the storm ??
kinda really describes human emotions... and i guess it really takes a while for us humans to get to the violet part...

my perspective on the colours :

red- could be anger, or any other hyper emotions that gets u ridiculous?
orange- the so called calm, or maybe tidal wave...
yellow- the fading out... or maybe seeing the light.. sunny day again kinda feeling
green- hmm.. most ppl associate this with jealousy. i would say it's the freshness of learning, the opening up of urself again, maybe vulnerability, but with more strength
blue- the blues that faded away comes back once a while
indigo- achieving the real calmness, understanding of the lessons learnt

finally

violet-- a feeling of peace and serenity deep down, that one has and was able to come out better and stronger.


okay, sch has started, i'm in a real dilemma about everything else, but one thing remains clear, that i have to get my distinctions. i wanna do the best i can.

yay... managed to clear my desk.. and completed the jumping quest.... phew.. was gonna go nuts soon... anyway gotta start prepping for school.... starting soon!!!!

merry christmas!!!

now currently am spring cleaning my room... haha...gtg... changi village for dinner!!!

happy 21st birthday to Jonathan!

happY biRthdaY to

darren ---21st

as well as

kenneth!

oh yea! exams are finally over.....
results are gonna be out later... like 3 days b4 christmas???
nice timing! nvm.. christmas prezzie....haiz.. results as a present....

SCHOOL... what was i expecting?

december...stress....

week one is filled with EXAMS....

mon, tues, thurs and fri!


oh well at least it's ONE week.

hmm.... interesting quiz...

Are u bitter about love?

take a look at

My results...

SEMISWEET

You appreciate love but realize it's not the answer to everything. That optimistic - but not obsessed - attitude helps you attract guys and be open to relationships without feeling the need to bake pink cookies for your homeroom.

hmph... luckily it's ONLY a quiz...but ya, i'm getting optimistic about life, but till the EXAMS are over, i'll be SCREAMING!!!!

hmm..... been biten by mosquitoes on MY FACE!!!! grrr...
do i have super sweet blood or something??? and it's real obvious.....
sadly... for i seldom have any breakouts or spots or bites....

maybe it's the rainy season...

and i'm really LAGGING behind for my studies!!!!
OMG... what have i been doing???
I need to really catch up with my work...

AS usuAl.... the LaZy PiG!
haha.... BUT this time... I"M SO gonna work my ass oFF...

PLeAsE pEopLe, Help me!!!!

hmmm...

many thoughts running thru my mind...was a weird october this year.. what with friday the 13th in the middle and me NOT noticing it till the day itself... experimented with cooking clam chowder, and joined dragonboating... Overall, school was much more enjoyable, and i've come to realise that what darren told me was rather true.. Things are actually very simple, it's just we people like to make things super complicated..


and YES i know.. i seldom update already!!! EXAMS!!!!!!

happy 21st birthday to Alson...

went to Alson's 21st birthday chalet... made some new friends....
Nick(the guy with the orange shirt), Bryan, Kelvin, etc......

i kinda became the 'intruder' haha, cos i came back from a swim and found all these people talking... and they thought i walked into the wrong place...hahha.. Overall, it was great, guess the birthday boy really enjoyed himself... haha.. cya..

this is one eventful day.....

DRAGONBOATING ORIENTATION ROW!!!


it was so fun, even though i got all wet.. i'm so gonna join it.. yay..

haha, i just read this interesting quote.. on the net....

Men are like mascara – they RUN at the first sign of emotion

what a fitting analogy...

ya, crap i know... nothing much to say

I had a nightmare.... it was totally totally scary....

this white cat was given ice cream, so i wanted to cross over... it let me cross, after crossing, it finished its ice cream, so i just looked adoringly at it.... when it looked up, it jumped straight at me!! OMG.. and it just kept at scratching and inflicting pain on me......it was just so painful.....

Luckily, i woke up....

hmmm... i just cant seem to concentrate.. my mind is everywhere these days.. i used to be able to somehow just make myself focus, but it cant work now. why??? Just read about the Three Gorges Dam in China, the scenery is beautiful....Wish i could be there....

Heck... my birthday is tomorrow!!!
The 20th of September!! yippee!!

But, i've got a econs test... crap... oh well... hope to do well for it...

hmmm.... some much to do, so little time...

Thanks to all those who advised me on the speakers... I finally managed to play music, but there are times when the music wont load.. haha.. oh well..

The sch term just started, hopefully i can keep at working and studying at the same time...Psychology and critical thinking has been really interesting, nutrition, erm.... revision of biology... which is not so bad, cos i love biology...heehee, or is it just cos of the way that particular lecturer from buffalo teaches??? hmmm....

It's SEPTEMBER already... it was merely january a while ago....

when u study, time crawls by,
when u work(routine)/have fun, time flies...

yay.. it's SEPTEMBER....... cool.....

happy birthday to Celestine...
you're 20!!!
welcome to the twenties......

have a wonderful birthday!

heezz

it's August....

National Day is coming up....
happy 41st birthday to Singapore!

my life is kinda in a huge mess... it needs some restructuring... haha....
stay tuned...

---- restructuring in progress ----

hmmm.... wonder what is wrong with my computer these days. It keeps hanging!!! *screams at computer* 'WHAT IS WRONG WITH U? gotten some virus attack?' My... it's frustrating. I wish that i can play music.... the stupid speaker... i have no idea what is wrong with it. HAI.... and

yes!! MApLestoRy is getting fuN with celestine playing... haha.. she's addicted now. hahha..... celestine..... u're a maple addict now!!! ^no offence^........ heezzz. hahha...

THe latest news i heard, Gaylene is leaving.. I'm gonna miss her stories!!! She's so interesting. anyway... time is really flying past.... soon it's gonna be 2007......

REAL TALK with diana ser!!
Gosh! it was scary! i was viewing the filming of the real talk programme, and when it came to the ending of the prog, she was walking around trying to get opinions. Then everyone walked away. I tried to follow my parents to walk away, but diana caught me! Then she asked me questions. So scary! My heart was thumping, and i guess she could feel i was getting more nervous by the minute. Luckily she ended it fast enough. I was so terrified! haha...I have to watch the episode. They'll probably edit my answers.. haha..

The Classic IQ Test

Your IQ score is 117

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Word Warrior. This means you have exceptional verbal skills. You can easily make sense of complex issues and take an unusually creative approach to solving problems. Your strengths also make you a visionary. Even without trying you're able to come up with lots of new and creative ideas. And that's just a small part of what we know about you from your test results.

it's a SAT! Time is flying past! why so fast? I bought this plant pet, named Happy Rose.

Oh well, I guess I didnt do much yesterday, and the day before, but I really enjoyed the dinner last night. We colleagues went to MIND cafe to celebrate Jing Liang's 21st birthday, and it was also some sort of a farewell dinner. The cafe had games such as Monopoly, Snort, Life, Taboo, etc. We played Snort and one other acting game, called 'Say What?'. Say What was rather fun, as we all had to pick up a card with the right side facing others, such that we only knew another's card content. Also, the objective of the game is to make to opponent say or act out the word on the card. One of my colleagues, Jamie, had the card with the word 'bad' on it. And Jasmine, boy is she good at this! She had barely started a conversation with her, and already Jamie said the word 'bad'. Khim Hong, had the word 'girl' on his card. I felt it was rather easy, but I couldn't start a conversation as he was sitting too far away. i wish i did though! Xianglin had the word 'drink', and well I guess I learn from the best,(cos Jasmine was sitting beside ME!) and I managed to get her to say it! YAY! Snort was a much nicer game, whereby we all had to remember other's animal sounds and make that particular sound if he/she has the same card as you. I nearly lost! There was this time where all the cards were piling on my stack. Luckily I managed to push them all away to Lionel..cos he wasnt paying attention(oops sorry lionel) Haha..

06/06/06

Today is the 6 June 2006!!! 06/06/06! Nice date. Unfortunately, these dates only lasts for 12 years. So far, 6 years have gone by, so we have only another 6 more years to come across these beautiful dates. Wow. I really had no idea how fast time keeps flying past. Then there's the second econs quiz tomorrow. AND next Wednesday, till the mid term. But it doesn't end just yet. I met up with Celestine yesterday, and we had loads of fun playing pool, and swimming in the pool. Haha. It rhymes. Went to the Esplanade again. Hmm, I guess the Esplanade is becoming my favourite place. Walked around the clark quay or boat quay area, think it's clark quay. And, I saw this really HUGE statue, at first I couldnt make out what it was, partly because I didnt look at the entire statue. I only saw the BiG bottom part of it. But when I finally looked at the entire statue, I realised it was a bird, with really huge feet. Turns out I was right in thinking that the feet resembled a bird's feet. Then, I went to the Fullerton Hotel for a while, to enjoy the cool environment and also to look at the koi. The koi were very friendly, and there was a really fat white koi. I tried to pat its head, then all the koi swam towards me, thinking my hand was food! Luckily they dont have teeth!

the beginning

the beginning of a new chapter.
a new time in my life, to be more hardworking and to learn from previous mistakes.
LiFe... a journey, that is often decided on by urself.
SMILE! heez...

Valerie, your lucky charm is a Good Luck Troll!

There's something about you that just brightens up a room. It's only fitting that your personal charm is as fun as your good luck charm, the Good Luck Troll. These pot-bellied, big-eared, wild-haired, naked little creatures can lighten the mood almost as easily as you do. Whether they are perched on the end of a pencil, gazing down from the bookshelf or riding along on the dashboard, these "so-ugly-they're-cute" trolls bring good fortune to those who truly appreciate their power. Often mentioned in the same breath as Pet Rocks, Sea Monkeys and the Slinky, Good Luck Trolls aren't just another fad rescued from oblivion. They come from the enchanted forests of Norway, where it was believed glimpsing a real troll would yield years of good luck. These miniature imitations are easy to spot and even easier to laugh at. And that's the point: nothing bad can happen when you're laughing.

Darn... Time really flies when u're having fun....
i've finally discovered the magical characteristic that guys have..... it's the ability to just HECK CARE and be totally happy-go-lucky... haha.. but i guess it's gonna be quite hard for girls to follow?? Given the analytical and rather detailed mind we have... hahha.... just a personal comment... no offence....
haa..... went to watch a basketball match on monday, it was really exciting... what was really coincidental was that just the night before Celestine and i were talking about basketball, soccer, table tennis and what we thought of them... a sporty conversation? hahah... over dinner at pastamania again... somehow, we never get sick of pastamania or cafecartel. we somehow always end up there...

have a happy good friday!!

SMILE AND THE WHOLE WORLD SMILES WITH YOU.

hmmm... it's been a month since my last post, and there has been some new faces in the office... haha...
4 new ppl... sherann, moses, jing liang and kee gay...
oh well. more the merrier.. and busier.. haiz.. anyway, i'm so tired.. and my hand still hurts.. bye.

it's already a week!!! wow!!! time flies... i just love my work... although it gets boring, WE the people make IT fun!!! yea!!!!!

FUN!!!

how nice... working with a bunch of fun-loving, light hearted and totally happy people...

hmmm.......... 28 feb..... my first day at work... started work, as an admin assistant, and never expected it to be so weird.. the meeting was rather strange, with the lady who briefed the bunch if us acting like a disciplinarian.... checking our clothes and shoes and all.. kinda cute.. and there's apparently another valerie in the office.. hmmm..... maybe tomorrow i'll get to meet her.

Dress code,
formal, no sports shoes, no jeans, no tees...

haiz.... like that how?? my wardrobe consists mostly of the above... Granted i have some blouses and the rest, i guess i'll have to rummage and mix and match...
what a headache.

but, guess what? a colleague of mine IS wearing sports shoes!!!
WHateveR!

*yawnz* i'm so so so tired!!!!
anyway, Firstly, i just wanna wish dave a very happy happy birthday....
then maybe, i can go sleep..... haha.... haiz..wont be so free anymore... gonna work......okok... see ya again.. when free that is.

hmmm..... the numerology report is rather accurate i must say....
maybe u should try it....

go try and see if the personality insight is accurate k??

here goes...
http://www.astrology.com/site_map.html
there u will find the word numerology in bold......

have fun!!!!
ya, any takers for kayaking after exams??

Numerology

Numerology is an ancient science that offers insight into the personality by assigning numeric values to names and birth dates, calculating numerological values and then interpreting the results.

To calculate the values used in numerology, first all numeric digits are added together. If the outcome is a number with more than one digit, the resulting digits are added together again until they are reduced to a single digit. For example, the number 27 is reduced by adding 2 + 7 to get 9. The number 1974 is reduced by adding 1 + 9 + 7 + 4 to get 21; then 21 is further reduced by adding 2 + 1 to get 3. All numbers are reduced to single digits between 1 and 9 except the special master number 11, which is not reduced for numerological calculations.

Letters are first converted into numbers and then added together until they become a single digit. The table below shows the numbers that correspond to each letter.
The letter A = 1, B = 2, C = 3, etc. For example, the name Amy is equal to 1 + 4 + 7 = 12. 12 is then further reduced by adding 1 + 2 to get 3.

Your Numerology Portrait applies the results of several calculations to provide insight into the most important aspects of your personality.

Your SOUL NUMBER reveals your inner, private self, the underlying motivations that influence your decisions and actions, your subconscious desires and most deeply ingrained attitudes. (It is determined by adding the values for the vowels in your full birth name.)

Your Numerology Portrait is based on the following calculations:

Total for each letter:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9
A=2 B=0 C=0 D=0 E=2 F=0 G=0 H=0 I=1
J=0 K=0 L=1 M=0 N=0 O=0 P=0 Q=0 R=1
S=0 T=1 U=0 V=1 W=0 X=0 Y=1 Z=0
Consonant Total: 7 (25)
Vowel Total: 3 (21)
Grand Total: 1 (46)
Date Total: 8 (17)
Missing Number(s) are: 6 8
First letter is V
First vowel is A
Your Soul Number is THREE.

You are a romantic and an optimist at heart, with a great appreciation for life and all of its pleasures and beauty. Your gifts are imagination, inspiration, the ability to dream and to create.

Your natural generosity, big-heartedness, and good humor wins you many friends. You have an inner joy and buoyancy which enables you to encourage and bring hope to others. However, some consider you unrealistic and naive, for you are drawn to the bright side of life and avoid the dark or difficult aspects of people and situations as much as possible. You do seem to attract more than your share of the good things in life. Comfort and ease come naturally to you. You are a very social creature and you especially enjoy being with creative, playful, spontaneous people. Theatre, dance, music, and other expressive arts have a strong appeal for you. Your weaknesses may include laziness, lack of discipline, and impracticality.

hmmm.. i'm so happy!!!!! just feel like screaming and shouting for joy....

haha.... cant believe it....

Prayer always helps!!!!!

FMF paper today!!!!


from 1430hrs to 1630 hours


wish me good luck..

i'm like the blurrest person... i can just keep at a task for the long duration and forget all about other stuff.... i forgot to eat!!! hahah

yes i know.. my blog is seldom updated... i'm just too lazy... hahah, maybe.. or maybe this polarbear/penguin is busy swimming and eating with the others.... heez... yupz... this time, this super blur person accidentally pressed the 4get password and now, my yahoo account is so inaccessible! haz... sheesh... i'm really very blur sometimes.. i miss my beloved snowy... she's no longer there for me to talk to her.... sobs..... hopefully i can save up for a new cage and all, then get a baby hamster... Snowy wont mind.. i hope... ya, i finally activated my 2 long long long time email accounts.. dead le.... must go and close them both.... hmmm.. need to eat!! i'm very hungry, u know... heee

hmmmm....................
today..... went to school to study.. but just couldnt concentrate... haiz... at least did some tutorials... then went back home..
felt so blur today.... no idea why.. hahah.........Well, i am blur most of the time, maybe that's why i'm the

certified professional blurie!!!

hahha.... yupperz... the best part? realising that the event i wanted to participate in is over and forgotten to check the details..... how smart....

hmmm...
STUDY week.....

EXAM time....

need my As badly very badly...
i hope and pray that i'll achieve them..


YEA,

a very HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY to all!!!

yea, if this is gonna be how i get there always, i'm so gonna miss the bus stop when i go there next time? keep forgetting to press the bell.. dunno where the place is... haiz... is it after the maju camp sign board or what???? please Celestine.. tell me properly lah.... i feel like idiot le.... everytime walk to the door when no one is alighting and then press the bell.. very embarrassing.... haha...kkkk, sleeping le...

today is the first day of study week... Gonna study, then later meeting Celestine.... at SIM..

see ya!!!

yikes...

haiz.. why me???

i'm getting bored these few days.. very bored.. dunno what to do.. maybe i'm just totally mentally drained.... study too much? i dunno... sometimes dun like my mundane life... and my computeR is StiLL dowN!!!!


i wish..
i wish...
i wish....


haha.. so many wishes and dreams yet to be fulfilled..
Sometimes i really dunno what i should do...

it's febRuarY already...
Examinations are drawing to a close...
work hard!!!! must really study....
yupsss. the admissions are open today!!!
submitted them already.... hopefully can get in ....
please!! i hope and pray......

hmmm.. interesting..
mOnDaY.....the 23 january 2006...
MY QUIZ.... i lost like 4 marks!!!! Darn... i wished i had a clearer picture... i wanna re do!!!! i dun care.... heez.. study till mad already..
okok... i'll nEveR 4get it.. so interesting... heezz. was in the library doing research (duH, as usual, PROJECT!!!) then somehow, i have this habit of switching my phone to SUPERSILENT... as in..no vibration, no sound.. hehe.. i have this GV movie voucher so i just asked if anyone wanna to movie.. all answers were like no no busy busy.. so asked sean and clement Then, no reply......
At around 3.40pm, cos i was getting restless going up down up down finding the books.. so then i just checked my phone, and i saw '7 missed calls' from a private number... and then a msg from clement..... to catch memoirs of a geisha..
Admittedly, i was a bit shocked at first.. then i realised it's cos of the voucher... So ya... then when we went into the theatre, sean wanted to roll down the stairs... We both were like hoping he wont roll, but he did anyway, had a good laugh... haha... he's entertaining.... then the adverts were like 30 mins!! so long... then the show ended at midnight... And in the end we really roll/crawl... cos of the auto close shutter?? is that what u call it? was coming down when the station was closing.. but took taxi, cos the last train departed...
anyways, my stomach is really growling.....

argh!

oh dear!!!!
i lost my mother's handphone as i was using it for a while since my handphone battery touched water. oh my... went around reporting the lost and now i'm uncontactable.... quite relaxing!! heez...but.. my contacts all gone!!!!! please let me know ur contacts again... i'm so sorry...

whoa.... first week of 2006 is gone.... by midnight today

hmmm......... brand new year... brand new path in life...
must make the best of this year...

from the Shape calendar for january :

get motivated
try new running routes, hit the gym at a different time or buy a healthy cookbook and try out new recipes. Constantly approaching your health and fitness goals from fresh directions will keep you motivated throughout the year....

wow!!

hmm... time is flying past!

it's already the 5 of january! hmm... my term tests marks are out, not bad, i thought i'd do worse.. hahah .. still one more to go.. the most terrifying one.... hope it's goood.... lecturer say all pass... should be just pass haha, considering the amt of mistakes i made....

went lunch with my cousin.. he's very hyper... heez..

great literary work?

a beautiful literary work that i saw online the other time..
it kinda puts u in a reflective mood.. Anyway,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life
Wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder
where you are or what you do.
I'm sorry, I can't help myself...
Cause I still love you.

You're not worth the tears, you're not worth the heartache.
I don't know why I give you the time.
You're not worth the pain, you're not worth the emptiness.
I don't know why I wish you were mine.

fUn!!!

Cool!! for once i did some thing different for christmas!!!
had a great time yesterday and the night before... it was really an eye opener for me...
later in the afternoon,
went out with celestine to orchard, walked around saw the tribal group as they were preparing for their christmas performance.., ate subway for dinner... heez!!

yup... tried baking a log cake, but it didnt really turn out well.. still, it tasted great.. as always.. hahah....

eeeeeewwwwwwwwww

tests!! yikes.. i really hate them...
i studied so freaking hard, and when the paper is right in front of u, u just forget about the whole thing.. darn... that formula!!!!!! sheesh!!!!

Besides that... MY VACATION officially started the moment the test ended!!! yippeeee!!!Went to popular to buy the 'DANCE NATION' cd, and dunno why, i just seemed so blurr.... it costs 23.90, i took out 20bucks instead.. and i forgot to take my receipt... haiz.. what's wrong with me?? Doesnt matter.. i wanna enjoy myself...
gonna go and listen to music....

gonna go Genki sushi for dinner!!! =)

ok, 2 papers gone...
today's paper was rather tough... forgot about the allocation of time....something i normally would have done..... hmmm.. okie, i have a break, then friday is the last paper.... yippeee then it's christmas... wow, time flies... i think this year went by faster then any other..... it was just january!!!! now it's december 2005! my... a day older each day.... haiz....

back!!!

the first paper is over!!!! yea!!!!
surprisingly, it come out rather easy... i'm so happy!!! BUT, lost around 6 marks... wrote the wrong formala... haizzz... brain cramped, then write wrong?? haha... maybe, maybe..
NOW there's the super hard one coming up.... Updates soon enough...

pulling hair out???

TERM TEST WEEK......?

why did they have to plan the tests just accurately so much so that it's the week just before christmas????????? everyone's celebrating but we're mugging?! oh boy.. it's unfair... oh well, then again nothing inlife is ever fair anyway... aside from that, been very happy so far.. interestingly....... life is good so far..... exercise and all really helps a lot.... ENDORPHINS>. the happy hormone.. love them to bits.. haha, yep, gonna go crazy?? heezz... well, i guess it's better to be plain crazy, enjoy life and the whole beauty of it before it smacks u in the face by taking it all away from u..... Anyway, i'm having 3 papers..... hmmm......... gonna go study and prep for them now... have a great week and

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

hmm...

oh well...

CHICKEN LITTLE....


it's a really great show... very very adorable.... had a great time.... heez....
gtg anyway...

....2weeks more

hmm... it is exactly 2 weeks to christmas!!!!!! baked 2 brownies today!! yummy..delicious...
oh wow.. BUT, haiz.. i bit my lip accidentally and now i have a bad ulcer.. it hurnts so much...eeeeeeeeewwwwwww... oooooooooooooouuucccccccccchhhh.. hard to eat, hard to talk.... oh well... hopefully it'll go off by christmas or i cant eat christmas goodies!!!

hmm

whoa... time flies... as in really flies.. and yes the pressure is becoming like weights...darn.... It's getting harder... The week after is the TERM TESTS !!!! OH gosh.... i think i'm so gonna explode... i need some relaxation..

quiz again

oh well... today's quiz was like a TRICK question.. one that plays with ur EYES.. no wonder he kept repeating, look at it CAREFULLY... and i didnt... but luckily still managed to change the answer... Phew, it's not term test... or i'm so dead....

wanna try finish some sudoku puzzles today... then continue studying...

hmmm...

QUIZZES!!!!

oh my... am i careless or what... i wrote down the right answer but in pencil, didnt erase it but i cancelled it out... dARn!! a whole 6 marks is gonE.. like so so so GonE......

anyway, got a quiz on wed... gonna study, and have to write a report later...

today is michelle's birthday, happy birthday girl....... but sorry didnt get u a gift... made plans with my long lost friend for a baking session... his birthday is tomorrow.. yea.. so, anyway, we made a chocolate strawberry scone cake, used the strawberry cream as dressing, and wrote each other's name on the cake.. hahah, so fun.. placed a pile of flour on his hand... and, yea, just imprinted my handprint using my floury hand on his BLACK tee.. hahaha

november babies

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Grace on the 25 november
Michelle on the 26 november
and Clement on the 27 november

Enjoy it to the maximum!!

Stay happy always !!!

school has started

nov 7.... school has started... FIRST DAY OF YEAR 3 TERM 1...
hmm.. finally the vacation is over... O.V.E.R. And surprisingly the first day went quite well... hmmm.. interesting....

bought the sudoku book from popular last evening, had real fun time doing some puzzles..
today is the 31 Oct!!!
oh wow... school's starting next week!!!!!!finally... had a great time today, baked a salmon pie...... totally huge salmon pie.. haha.. even used a ruler to measure the dough... haha...kkk off for dinner.....

yippee

hmm....... been a long long long time --- yoga, math, reading, baking --- basically just totally just having fun.. truck loads of fUn!!!!

having another baking session!!! yippee.. what's on the menu?
salmon pie, choco chip cookies and spanish churros.. maybe hot chocolate as well..
gonna so enjoy myself again.. then after that sweat it out.. heehee

hmm.. baking session

hmm.......... today's my cousin's bday.... she's 7 !!!
planned to go after the mini baking session.. baked a chocolate brownie specially for her.. den shepherd's pie for lunch and chocolate cookies for dessert??
yea, by the time the session was over, my mum called and told me everyone had left! so didnt go. went to sleep... and it was so hot...........HUmiD.. weather kills.....kk.. gd night

hey ppl..... been some time seen i blogged, been busy, reading, projects, school, etc.. ... but fun too... had a baking session with my friend, on a sat.. i think it was a 10th... ---sept.. ya, baked chicken pot pie... had a lot of fun.. and the pie was great too.. watched corpse bride as well on its opening evening.. great show, really touching.. hmmmm if only...... ;>.....heehee.. happy... ya, gonna bake again, this time shepherd's pie.. heehee.. only he n me n both our families can eat.. aint that right? cos we two bake he eat some bring back some... duh...kk.. stop here... wanna clear my table...... cleaning out's become kinda therapeutic...

hmmm....

hols.. hols again.. dreading the hols.. this time, nov and dec hols are gone... everyone else is having hols and we're back in school..... ***sobs***

so unfair!!!!!
nvm, it's just for a while... it'll be over soon...
oh well.. hols dun feel like hols, what with me going back to school...
i love tonight's episode of charmed, so romantic... haha.. just kidding

sept

september is fast approaching..
hmm... life's been the same.. havent updated for quite a while. Busy with the reports and animation.. getting headaches from the animation.. haiz.. Attending yoga lessons too, to relax.. but guess my body's too stiff, so land up in pain.. haha...kk

Gotta get back to work..

yay!!! happy

cooked dinner today.. it's great.. there was mushroom n yam rice, dory fillet with green pepper sauce, and wintermelon with mushroom and red dates soup..
So yummy.. must cook more.. so can do things faster..
must hone my skills now. so next time i can cook up even nicer stuff!! hehhe.. just love cooking.. alrighty, wanna go read my books.. must return them to library soon...

...............dotty..

hmmm
today, i woke up from a horrid nightmare... so scary.. den couldnt eat breakfast properly, cos of my blocked nose. keep blowing till i get a headache. den reached school late!!!
First time late. miust be cos of last night i went to watch the mobile column.. heeehee. then i 'jaywalked' without breaking any traffic rules.. lolx.. roadblock mah..
yupperrz, and i dunno why, but i think i must have had some really high levels of endorphins in me today... very hyper and very happy.. heehee.. =) ..been some time since i felt that way by myself. bought 2 track pants from B.U.M. equipment for the upcoming yoga lessons...haha, and ya, gonna highlight my hair in dec.. still undecided bout the color.. must go check it out
kk.. cya.

hey ppl

hmph.. first of all

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

yupperz..
i think i'm abit psycho already, sick till psycho huh? maybe. been coughing n coughing n coughing, for like dunno how many days. the new TV is finally here!!! YAY.. can finally watch CHARMED !! yea, watched style designer on channel U last night, very funny, but couldnt laugh, didnt want to aggravate my throat, and yes i'm on the verge of losing my voice!!!!!!!!
SO SICK...
luckily it's a public holiday, but my biological clock wont let me sleep in.... =<
going out soon..
byebye

it's already aug

tuesday..
another day at school.. totally no mood, lunch no mood either-- just ate egg sandwich and a slice of watermelon, den went back to lab.. haiz.. nothing to do.. surfed net, then found a very interestin animated clip..
highly recommended...
THE MICROWAVE http://themicrowave.free.fr
must watch!!!!
hehe.. den i went library, pay fines.. gonna finish reading den get fined... haiz.

Saturday...hmmm

hmmm.... wow..it's a saturday!!!! gonna be wk 10 of my SIP soon.. well i have to start some healthy living.. i ate peanut porridge with 3 youtiao for breakfast,( super fattening...so sad...)yup, it's super unhealthy. Erm, LuNcH??? had chicken, avocado and greens salad + pumpkin soup courtesy of cedele depot at novena square.... den kept walking around novena square, bought the ginvera marvel gel, went to look around the adidas factory outlet, went to espirit--- having 10% storewide.. but still so ex, and went into MPH, all while waiting for big bro to fetch us -- me n my parents, duh -- for dinner.
Arrived at raffles marina, my first time there, even though i had read and heard about the place and how nice it is. diNnER??? had fish bee hoon soup with fresh watermelon juice... i love the watermelon juice..
Gonna switch to drinking watermelon juice always... muz go check if Tp canteen sells freSh watermelon juicE.. and i decided, i muz swim daily.. get rid of the extra flab.... <",)

the sch day is ending

Hmm..it's just so cold, so boring, so sleepy. I dunno why, i'm not in the mood to do anything at all. Just feel like playing Diner Dash. One of the new games in Yahoo! Games. -Highly recommended- a word of warning though, it's HIGHLY ADDICTIVE too. heehee.. Received an email today from wenqing, and it's regarding a question forum of some sort...

QN : how is it that some ppl can feel that they are being watched?
ANS : ( not the exact, it's just my inference and summary)
'everyone is watching everyone these days.' --the world is coming up with ways to watch others legally--- >>> CCTVs, security survelliance cameras, panoramic videocameras that are pint sized and the sorts..

to me i find it kind of intrudes into ppl's lives. Even though it might be legal, but are u being watched for more then just security?

*PRoJeCt updatE*
Did up the canteen stores and stuff but still just dun feel like doing other work. very not in the mood. What the heck is wrong with me? Forgot to wear my watch!!! And these few days, I'm 120% sure that i look very blur. No idea why also. This morning when I woke up, I think I looked 300%blur !!! haha... Maybe cos of the dream i had this morning. Too good to be true. = ) Funny, ya it's a dream. DUH. Obviously not true. Oh well. Bought English Muffins and Foccacia Buns with mixed herbs last night, -->$ 3.80, no, no, it's $2.50 + $1.75 = $3.75.. ya now that's correct...so expensive. and i'm getting forgetful!!!! ewww, oh dear.. what's wrong wif me?

*charmed*-- i love them

just back from watching charmed... LOVE this episode.. it's really nice.
about the mullen brothers. magic school. paige n kyle. leo n piper.
funny how phoebe didnt get her guy....sad, they looked rather compatible...
YA, i know, looked..

hmmm... LEO, the newcomer to the avatar.. he seems pretty blur for an elder raised to an avatar... but he can bring ppl back to life...heal them. i just love the part when piper was cleaning the glasses and suddenly they all became roses. That was totally beautiful, and lovely.

haiz.. it's just a show.. BUT lucky it's just a show. i wouldnt want to be sucked into a novel and travel through time and sorts. It'd scare the wits off me... i'm already quite easily terrified, those who know me, U KNOW what i'm talking about.. BUT dun keep scaring ME arh!!!! wait i scare u back. hehe..

flying past

just recovered from a bad case of migraine...
been in a daze for like nearly what felt like 1 week when it's only 4 days.. forgotten many things..
time is going reali fast these days..
dunno why it seems this year is flying past...
anyway, me wanna just pig out now.
CYA

haizz...missing him

just came back from a dinner treat from my friend, as a thank u gesture for lending him my Java book...*hee, i ate spinach tortellini at pastamania!!---- yay.. havent been there for quite some time. Celestine is gonna be just so envious.. told her bout it on the phone, and she was trying to get me ask him if he needed anymore books to get a free treat. haa.. that gal.. addicted to pastamania, but hey, i cant blame u, gal, the food is superb.Today was another blurie day for me. I got up the bus without realising i had forgotten to prepare my ez-link card for scanning. i actually thought that my wallet was my cardholder. Wonder what is going on with me. Guess i probably have too much things on my mind, the SIP project, the plans, the logbook entry, etc.. *screams in mock terror
eeeeeeeeeeee!!! i think i'm going crazy soon... Oh dear

NO nO No, .. look on positive side.. can concentrate on SIP..

morning..........life in school

morning ppl.. in school now, doing project...i'm so blur... forget to bring the much needed floor plan.. now totally just working from memory, hopefully that the stairs measurement all fit together, cos i just fitted it 'nicely' into the connector blk.... confirm all not to scale.. dead.. super dead.. watched charmed last night, super nice, love the ending ..........
hopefully Leslie and Phoebe stay together.

and ya the angel of Death..

haiz.. sux..

seriously. sometimes ppl just have nothing better to do huh? is it so nice to talk abt ppl and their personal stuff and mess up their life? please go GET A LIFE.. and backstabbers.. guess u all have this thing called a inferiority complex? huh.. no confidence in yourself so u exploit others to get attention and false confidence.. if u have anything to say to me, JUST COME RIGHT UP AND THROW IT AT ME. dun go round spreading ridiculous untrue stuff. destroying ppl destroys yourself. tell a lie, and live the lies. i'd like to use this quote.

'if u have any sense of self preservation at all, u would just scatter.'

Actions speak for themselves, rumours are but rumours, the character is firmly established, ppl who know the person, will realise that the person is just not what others make him/her out to be.

river bears.. arent they just adorable??

`definitely charmed`

wow.. today's episode of charmed is totally cool.. Speaks volumes of the phrase 'knowledge is power'.. liked the part where phoebe brings up the breaking of the pirate's oath. Very cool.
What's even funnier is the way that leslie guy tried to 'ask' phoebe on a date. ha. but the ending is just so nice. hmmm.. countering anger with love. just so beautiful.

*those who know me will know the reason --- u know it. *

crazie cat

hmm.. i'm going crazy.. courtesy of achid and company.. thanks ya?
u are scary.. dun hypnotise me can? haha.. maybe after my lessons in kickboxing can lor... but u must really wear shin guards and whatever .. cos, u'll nvr know what's gonna come at u next.. haha... yup. and happy, happy... crazy.. well.. well.. *frowns. the report, i have absolutely no idea what to write.. HELP some one.. HELP!!!

just finished my butter n herb mashed potato, it's tastes so good.. later gonna eat again.these days been eating many small meals. probably adjusting to the lab life. the stony lifestyle ---> as in sit in there from 9 - 5.30 and just face the monitor.. and construct stuff. no not stuff. the school. the huge campus with the complicated landscape what with plant sculptures and trees looking like cones?

lovely and cute

be mine

isnt this just so cute?

MONDAY>>>monday..

hmm.. time flies.. it's the 4th week!!!!!
hmmm. there was supposed to be a meeting, in the morning, but it was shifted to tmr, at 2pm.. so. well. see how it goes.. hopefully that the assigned task load is not heavy.. or, i'm really....like poof!! gone.. invisible under stacks of paper!!! hee.. cant wait to start. but i'm worried about the deadline for the PR1..... only 1week left.. hope they'll be lenient, PLEASE!! yay.. hopefully time will fly past faster, get this over real fast. i'm getting bored stiff to the core.. everyday, go lab sit there, stone.. stone stone till 5.15pm...

and i'm still SICK... what's wrong with me? some one please tell me?

what's up man

this afternoon, went to get a book and stuff at novena church bookstore and was q-ing up, when this middle-aged lady, took one look at the Q then stood there, like there was no Q, then when i just nicely told her, excuse me the Q is at the back, she just gave an expressionless face.. Goodness... there's so many ppl at the back!! BE FAIR to those at the back!!! oh well.. i hope she doesnt do this Q cutting all the time...it's real unfair, and if she happen to meet with those really loud ppl, someone help her... oh well.. my mind is wandering.. and missing him. cant let this happen so often...
WAKE UP val!! go read ur book.. NO MORE TIME..........
cya... good night.

haiz...

aiyo... why everyday run up and down??? can just get us a bloody permanent lab?? and permanent spaces too??? so there is no cat fights... grrr....growling.. fighting over some computers.. just coz some ppl are too lazy to go check out their OWN spaces on the NOTICE board which is rather HUGE... it's big enough to attract attention.. what's more.. it's A NOTICE BOARD!!!!! goodness... not our fault.. so just stop giving us faces alright??..
oh well.. if this nonsense is the settling down part of SIP, then really it is just too long.. other grps have long started... and 3weeks is a very long time, and is really crucial if there is lots to be done... and i thought it was exciting. well. learning and exploring the software is fun, but not when the software keeps detecting errors after errors and hangs the whole comp..

i'm just so tired.. still sick.. the accupunturist said it's a 'cold' cough. the doctor said not to eat heaty stuff....what am i supposed to eat? oh well.. Then threw up my whole lunch today cos of my cough. slept in the lab, then went to buy a raisin muffin to keep the hunger pangs away. and the bloody idiotic malay guys from athi's lab just really pissed me off.. come on i dun even know u so just get the hell outta my life.. and just F*** oFF.... not gonna waste my time entertaining a bunch of idiots.

can i box some one today??

still have the bloody frustrated feeling... wished i just slapped the guts outta this person... darn.. it would have felt great.. just letting the person see the extent of my anger.. yup.. i'm mad, really mad. and angry. anyway.. no point losing steam over small matters.. time still passes u by... today i created a small animation !!!! it's a animated penguin when i created myself... i'm so freaking excited and happy.... the penguin 'danced' around for a while.. haha.only thing i couldnt get, the texturing of the penguin.. still have lotsa stuff to learn and explore.. hmm.. 3 days left, keep saying i wanna read my book but havent been able to start...

`charmed*!!!!

just watched charmed, the storyline's beautiful.. that's why i like it.. haha..hmm... their clothes are ALWAYS so darn nice

wanna be able to have their wardrobe.... BUT definitely not Lady Godiva... even though i never heard of her... maybe i should go do some research.. haha.. kidding.. oh well... school is really tiring me out... byebye...