ermm... i'm back
from exams and stuff.. haha
I fed my goldfishes today----kinda treated them----their favourite food... it's rare that they actually get so much to eat. haha, luckily they ate all the moment they (saw)sensed it was there, otherwise, the filter would be super dirty...

and well, i seem to be going into a holiday mood. Dunno why and my biological clock is kinda off or something. I guess i need to reset it. haa

arh, yes, this lil bit : BEAUTY BLACK BOOK where are u? anyone seen it, please let me know..


and yes, i wanna achieve my goal for my exams.. hopefully it will turn out well..

BUSY CHRISTMAS

yAy... I bought the laptop skin called BUSY CHRISTMAS....
It's rather unique, don't u think??!!! i meant the name. ya, cos u cant see it.
I wanna stick it on my laptop soon....and yea, I gotta go study my econs.. test or mid terms this friday! grrrr.....

checK out more designs here:

http://thelaptopskin.wordpress.com

the skins are HOT, so HURRY!!!!!

yesterday was charmaine's birthday party..

at her place in Regentville... was rather early, although i thought i would be late... haha...
caught part of Resident Evil : Extinction and I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry, both shows were interesting, although the former was confusing. maybe it's cos i didnt caught the previous three...

There was supposed to be more partying at Ministry Of Sound, but i didnt go for it. I guess i just didnt wanna go in and go out, plus I'm not a real chiong type.. Went home to sleep. BeAutY slEEp hahah. Slept till like noon..

Have a church event later on from 2-4pm, so I'm rushing this blog post. It's some launch party, meet and greet kinda thingy with games and all, so ya... gotta go, already late for it.

Eve's birthday party..
at costa sands pasir ris chalet K02...

whoa, my was at K06.
what a coincidence, the atmosphere felt the same. I brought the PinK and SiLveR balloons, and helped out in the decor too... There was BBQ, but i couldnt eat so much, had a sore throat....

it was really fun, had a good time, but sandy and i left early....

this is cute
visit this website for more fun

http://www.visitsingapore.com/projectpostcard/

hmmm.... wow.. imagine.. i spent a rather so called fruitful saturday yesterday!!

had like TWO soft-boiled EGGS two servings of KAYA TOAST and a cup of hot MILO.... for breakfast. Gosh.. it brought back many childhood memories of eating/not eating soft-boiled eggs. haha.. and boy, for the first time, i actually remembered what i learnt for ECONOMICS.. seriously.. i guess that's good. =)

Dinner... was the usuaL, for me, that mee hoon kuay soup... and i was watching the hongkong drama serial ---last episode--- about a guy called chatty doctor. It was a great show, though i missed some of it.
And i had some help in fixing the bike.. for like many hours.. what with the painting, decals, and all.. de-stressing activities till the wee hours. that explains my irregular waking timings these days..

Well, that was saturday.. Sunday... hmmm..

oooooohhhh.. yeah!!!! october, november, december... the year is coming to an end, one more year and i'm graduating.. time really flies
it's time to really go out there and make money... haha

in a way, to grow up as well... =)

had to go for a checkup today..
after that, i was walking about in eastpoint, and i walked into PET SAFARI...
I saw this adorable 2month old shih tzu puppy.. okie, actually it's a pair of shih-tzus, then the female pup. She was licking the glass when she noticed me
haha, it was so adorable, i really just wanted to stand there and keep looking at her. But i dun think i have the resources to take care of her. sadly. =(

hmmm... week 8..
had to make up for MGG.. i guess everyone couldnt recognise me.

Benjamin had a real big reaction, what with his 'mouth-dropping stunner' facial expression.
hmm, as for the resumes and all.. i really hope that i will do well for it. This class is much more informative then the one at poly, maybe cos it covered much more. Or it's just the friends that i have for company?? haha. weird how some things are these days...

What Happened the Year You Were Born?

In 1986 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US The US officially observes Martin Luther King Day as a national holiday for the first time The space shuttle Challenger explodes moments after lift off, killing 6 astronauts and a teacher A major nuclear disaster occurs at the Chernobyl nuclear power plant in the Soviet Union Japanese video game maker Nintendo introduces its games to America US warplanes bomb Libyan headquarters in retaliation for terrorist attacks The Soviet Union launches the Mir space station IBM unveils the PC Convertible, the first laptop computer Charlotte Church, The Olsen twins, and Lindsay Lohan are born New York Mets win the World Series Chicago Bears win Superbowl XX Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Top Gun is the top grossing film "That's What Friends Are For" by Dionne & Friends spends the most time at the top of the US charts ALF, the Oprah Winfrey Show, and Pee-wee's Playhouse premiere i didnt know so many things happened in this year....

You Are Boyish Sexy

You're the kind of girl who gets along with all the boys Whether it's holding your own in a game of touch football... Or kicking some major butt while playing Xbox. You hang with the guys easily, while still keeping your girly sexiness.

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

what an interesting test.....haha... does that explain the ratio of guy to gal friends??? haha

Thursday....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to

ME

went for salsa lessons....and after that, i was kinda sabo-ed by pearlene... she just suddenly 'hey everyone, today is valerie's birthday..' and as usual my face turned red... superbly red. haahaa.. =>

the birthday girl feels very HAPPY!!

ahhh...
the 'everything happens for a reason' mood
after many days of stoning.. and contemplative silence,
i guess i finally see the light...
all the walls are unnecessary...
BUT, it's also very much a take it or leave it kinda thing...
if u cant stand me for who i am and u cant be bothered to understand me as a friend, just too bad...cos friendship is also about acceptance....

Truth hurts... Reality hurts even more...

gosh..i'm getting jittery about my birthday party.. kinda scary

dunno what's gonna happen on that day..*signs..
oh well... i seriously hope it goes fine..
my diet is getting out of hand too.. with me forgetting to eat and all.. hahah.. what a joke.. i actually forgot to eat.. is it normal??? to forget to eat??

haha....lack of updates... yes i know...
essay.assignment.readings.textbook.
*screams in mock terror*

oh dear!!
have to go now=)

PARTY TIME!!!

now i'm planning a party!

whoopEE...
haha..yup, my 21st bday..
hopefully all goes well on that day
and check this website out
it's so cool

http://disney.go.com/ratatouille

i wish

somehow that he knows this....
why is it so hard?? OR is it meant to be this way? This has got to be like the worse. I've never been through this kinda of emotional turmoil before. Even last time. it wasnt that hard. Questions go unanswered.
----reflections a week later----
...but then again, if it falls apart cos of a small matter.. it goes to show how fragile it all really is, and how much it was treasured. Not gonna let myself be hurt so bad again... And i'm gonna make sure of it.

The Moment You Leave Me

You make me believe
You are the one for me it seems
But now, I've found it hard
The way you treated me, it's mean

Cause time after time i keep changing my mind
And i can't get myself over you

The moment you leave me
The moment you're gone
I don't think that I could last another minute
But when we're together
There's something so strong
And I don't think that we ever find a limit
It's going on

Each time you were down
I helped you on your feet but then
Just as soon as you were ready too
You leave me on my own again

Cause time after time I keep changing my mind
And I can't get myself over

When you lied that you love me
And spoke promises that you couldn't keep
How I tried to believe you
When my tears they just cut so deep
And I can't get myself over you

haiz...
getting the flu... very sick

Friday... ZIJIE's birthday.
Had a great time eating chilli crab, oat prawns, calamari, bean sprouts....cooked by the birthday boy... it was lovely, delicious. haha, guess he enjoyed it too.. the chocolate cake... and all the company.

wheee....... the 4 day break was energising!

Went to BOSSES restaurant at vivocity yesterday for dim sum.. it was great!
And i watched transformers! haha... it's a great show... 5 stars...
Basically, I completed many goals........ yes, one of them was watching transformers.
Arhh well... I grew up with those cartoons... I bet that those who watched the transformers cartoons those days will agree.


BYE!

hmmmm.. it's been a long long time....
tests, and projects, + presentations.. taxing......
finally got a 4day break!!! COOL!! thurs,fri,sat,sun!!!! sadly, how ironic. COOL holidays, but HOT days ahead.
oh well.. we have to start loving MOTHER NATURE b4 EARTH is inhabitable.

So many things have happened... The world is changing at an extremely fast pace. I can only say that I really appreciate all the people around me for tolerating all of my horrible flaws. AND YES ....PERRY.....perry........ beloved dog................ i miss you.......

this has been the funniest ever!!!!
went to catch both shrek 3 as well as pirates 3 and.... wow.. i was laughing for both! even though i had to admit that i was a tad tired in the beginning of pirates.. but i guess the hilarious scenes woke me up! oh well. laughing is good as a wake me up... and yes... i just love both movies.

And...... yes.. u are looking at my ferrari miniature front view!
looks like one of the cars from the movie CARS... the happy face right? heee

Sadly, Perry is no longer here... no more walks and runs..... hopefully he's much happier being back with Nick...

BOO!!

yep.. exams are over...


BUT so are the hols.....

argh..... and i know that some friends of mine in NUS are so happily enjoying themselves with their THREE month break......

THEN again... who cares? if i can survive this and graduate sooner, i'll be out first!!!! yay!
haha.. yep.. guess i'm getting mummy's joker genes... imagine she was joking abt screws and screwdrivers..... GOSH, she's good at all these.. maybe that'a where i learnt to laugh and joke..


And yes.. happy birthday to all MaY babies........

YIPPEE!!

ONE LEFT!!!!

went for a test, and was so blur.. was still clutching the paper when i was walking out, luckily the prof took it from behind.. Phew.. and then i woke up.. how bad can it be.. must be the stupid test
accounting left all the figures and zeros in my mind!! until cant think straight...

haiz... HUGE squid here...

stopped at paya lebar, turned right at the platform, then, 'next stop, aljunied'... thought i was hearing the wrong things.... so... waited... then... 'next stop, kallang' !!! Luckily... I was listening.. otherwise it'll be like a 2hr ride to boon lay and back!

how blur can i get??

http://www.time.com

haiz.... so busy!!!!!!
EXAMS

Sway Lyrics


Ah ooh ah

Do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do-do

When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more

Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me

Other dancers may be on the floor (be on the floor)
Dear, but my eyes will see only you (see ony you) Only
you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weak (I go so weak)

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins (it begins)
Make me thrill as only you know how (you know how)
Sway me smooth ,sway me now (give me more)

Sway me, make me (hey yeah)
Thrill me, hold me
Bend me, ease me
You have a way with me (me)

(Hey yeah) Sway me
Sway (sway sway)

Ba-ba-ba-ba-ra-ra
Ba-ba-ra-ra
Ba-ba-ra-ra
Ba-ba-ba-ba-ra-ra
Ba-ba-ra-ra
Ba-ba-ra-ra
Ba-ra-ba-ba-ra

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I go weak (weak )

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how (you know how)
Sway me smooth, sway me now (sway me now)
Make me thrill as only you know how (come sway me)
Sway me smooth, sway me now (Come sway me baby, Come and sway me)
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
Sway me
Sway me
Sway me now

surfing the internet......
bored....
discovery

http://men.msn.com/articlees.aspx?cp-documentid=4219204&GT1=9311

albert einstein
yup.. i'm VEry tired, stressed out, etc.........................not to mention roasted as well, and i have to tolerate mum's nagging about how black i look, what fairer is prettier, and all that...GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR......................
go on, place more dots.. i wont mind....

went out to courts mega store, and boy, was i pissed!
the food was horriBLe.... (okay, gotta say it was not bad) just that the SERVICE SUX! the whole queue was disorderly!! didnt know where to get my food.... and guess what? the utensils looked like they were brought from their neighbour IKEA. and yes i was right.. went to IKEA after lunch and saw the exact same cups, bowls, cutlery and stuff... grrrr.........



HAPPY APRIL'S FOOLs day as well !!!
and yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to keegay!!


oh well.. on a lighter note, bought a purple scented candle that came with a candle dish, from IKEA... looks so nice and pretty....
went to church after that... palm sunday... managed to get a cute baby palm... and a HUGE palm.. haha.. and ya, while walking home i thought of this, something i realised was quite true..

FATE = Forthcoming Angst-filled Torturous Events

i agree with athi's msn nicK:
the one i love is not here with me but the one that loves me has no place in my heart
it really sums up everything..say three quarters of the time..

hiaz...oh well...

movie.....
300....ancient times....
hmm... many thoughts running thru my head...

am i bored or just lethargic?

i feel very sleepy these days... or maybe it's that monthly thingy, making me very moody, a bit crazy, hyper, and etc.. somehow, i was fine the past two months though...
*girLs, u know whad i'm toking abt...-guys wiLL never understanD*
i wonder what's going on.. maybe it's the pressure i put on myself these days.. but, i dun understand.. i dun feel that it's pressure, i always thought it was more of a motivation, to reach MY goal!

so what's UP?? no idea... oh weLL, i had a horribLe lunch (as in the food) today.. the hokkien mee didnt taste as good as i expected... and i met my friend....haha, but overall it was okie....
Lunchtime with mummie somehow always never fails to put a smiLe back on my face..

OKIE

i need to go read my stuff...

A's, here i come.. please dont run from me!

absolut shoWcaSe

these R thE bottLEs .......

i got to see the absolut vodka bottleS
at marina square while walking around yesterday!!!

i think they're reaL cool..
i like the way they're designed.. what with all the frosty kind of surface and words..
makes it look soo exotic

like some hawaiian drink.. =)


AND..

thiS-------->>>>

is

definiTeLy
super dubeR

uLtra-cooL!!!

too bad i couldnt take more and better pics.. cos the spotlights were rather bright...haiz... so nice... i wonder how much one bottle cost.. maybe i can go buy one and keep it as a souvenir.. haha.. ask others to drink it and, me? i'll keep the bottle!!!! hee hee...
yep.. the loGo of absolut vodka!!!

it lookS like it was coloured with CRAYONS!!!!

haha..and i got that BaG from tomatoCAN!!!

and this iS the webbiE.....http://www.tomatocan.com.sg

yay yay... i found out that it's a locaL brand...cooL huh?... the desiGns are not bad, considering the resulting types of bags...SinGaPoRe deSigNeRs!!!!

this is a GREAT pic!!
i love the way it's written....
yep..i took a foto of the post card..
.. haha.. not a reaL pic...

WHAM!

yes... the door sLaMMeD into my facE yet again... figuratively..... why do i always have to do something that makes me get thrown into a minefield of 'what-if's? this is sounding kinda like the marketing 9 steps thingy... what mission, scenario, strategy, tactics, execution, bleah... dun wanna blog about marketing.... oh well.. i guess i can only hope that the resulting effect or impact is a good one, and it wont be a bad move when i reflect on it later on...

yep... and i had a freaky nightmare!!!! about GHOSTS.... yes, ghosts... what seeing ghosts, and the ghosts are not able to walk through doors when they panic and stuff... so scary.....adds on to my already mind-boggling questionnaires on ghosts... hehe... there are so many things about them...

BUT

sometimes it's just better not to know... so ya, this specific questionnaire is kinda like half-completed.

CURIOUSITY KILLS THE CAT!!

well in this case the tiger(me, duh)... haha.. waiting for the application to be downloaded takes a LOOOOONNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG time!! i guess i can complete all my accounting practices.... (only the practices, not ALL---i'm not an EXPERT at acctg YET... i strive to be) I WANNA GET MY As!!!! yes... i'm on the way there, gonna work my ass off for it.. i know i can do it, i will achieve it. yep.....okie... gonna get back to my accounting assignments and statistics...
excel?? i'm still trying.... the office is so funny la, it can only be activated TWICE??? like harlow????? then if ur computer is down and out more then two times??? what IS gonna happen??? total CRAP. it's not economical!!!!!

alright!!! i got an A on an assignment!!! yippeee...happy... and ya... i must go and run more, or maybe ask darren to teach me basketball.. and ask for the ways that ppl get a foul... so i can guard that basketball player and GET the baLL! maybe i should TRY kai's eviL method....*eViL lauGhteR* and in a foul way!!!! hahaha.. in the mean time, i will try to invent my own score board!! maybe distraction from the target or something else.... lol.. so cool. yepp..and now i really really understand how the REAL bball players feel after a match... esp... all the running and guarding.. gosh..it's like so unpredictable! left, right, front back....jump up...bleah......yea..

yes... before i forget.. i still don't believe einstein wrote/pondered on this:

How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?

unbelieveable right? and i thought einstein was aLL scientific genius stuff.. so he did think too much sometimes... haha... i'm a bad girl. making fun of a genius...

oh ya.. crap is fun sometimes.. esPeciaLLy when u've got nothinG to talk about and think about...like how celestine and i were crapping abt names..and then it was so hilarious, it felt like a workout.. and the customer service thing... haha celestine, maybe u should try something else?? we try to invent our phrases..... ok??? hhahahhah

Remember me this way

Ev'ry now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never, ever go away
Your heart will stay

(Chorus:)
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more, a part of me
You're ev'rywhere

(Repeat chorus)

(Bridge:)
And I'll be right behind your shoulder, watching you I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe

(Repeat chorus)

This way


just love this song.... one of my favourites.. :)

i dun need a man~

I don't need a man
I don't need a man (Did I complete 'cha? I don't need ya!)
Oh! I don't need a man
I'm over you
I don't need a man (Without you)
I don't need a man (Ohh I'm over you)
I'm over you, yeah!
Oh, I don't need a man


[Chorus]
Cause I'm doin' fine without you!
I don't need a man to make it through
I don't need a-I don't need a man, I don't
Cause I'm doin' fine I feel brand new
I don't need a man to get me through
I don't need a-I don't need a man, I don't

Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go (Let it go!)
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go (No no no no...)
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go (Baby...)
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go (Let it go!)

[Chorus]

You'll know if I'm feelin' you
And I don't have to think it through
The more you try the less I bite

And baby I don't need a hand if it only wants to grab one thing
And without that-no deal
I want a love that's for real
So if you wanna be with me it ain't at all about the bling you're bringin'
You know I've got my own life and I bought everything that's in it

And I'm not afraid to tell you I don't ever wanna leave you confused
'Cause there are some things I won't do
Just give it all up to you
And the way that you stare, don'tcha dare 'cause I'm not about to
I see you lookin' at me like I got somethin' that's for you

So let me break it down- I can get off when you ain't around!
I don't need a ring around my finger, to make me feel complete
I don't need a man to make me feel good, I get off doin' my thing
I don't need a man to make it happen, I get off bein' free
[Chorus]

You'll know if I'm into you
I don't have to think it through
The more you try the less bite and

And I'm not afraid to tell you I don't ever wanna leave you confused
'Cause there are some things I won't do
Just give it all up to you
And the way that you stare, don'tcha dare 'cause I'm not about to
I see you lookin' at me like I got somethin' that's for you

yeah.. u go girl!
oh ya, happy bday charles.

fun?

i still like this pic i took last year.. sceneRy from the office...
even though it looks kinda blank... cos maybe u can see the body of water at the back.. lol

yep.. a stress reliever...

ok! enough of bleah-ing the time away,
back to papers and studying!!!

gosh.. i'm getting bored. very bored. i really have no idea why.. too lazy to even do anything.

i wanna do a lot of things, but it seems so far-fetched some how.. why???

boring.....boring... bored..................

just wanna laugh like forever....

the bleah post

the 'have u found mr right?' test....

Valerie, you've found Mr. Right because You Put Each Other First

You know it's the real deal when you stop thinking just about what you want and start thinking about what he wants, too. After all, a relationship is about two people coming together. And the way you and your guy put each other's needs on an equal level means you're both ready for something more.

That's not to say that you aren't a strong woman with your own ideas about the way things ought to be because you are, and you don't take marriage lightly either. It's just that you've found a great guy who'll always have your back, even if it's his dear, sweet mom you're debating. And nothing's more romantic than that.

and the 'what kind of girlfriend are you?' test

Valerie, you're a Steady Supporter

Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.

For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.

tests...haha.. i feel they seem crappy!!!!
my first reaction to the results : OH REALLY??????
but to the computer : thanks for the compliments...
hahaha...

check it out and try them for urself...
www.tickle.com
have a fun time.

it was valentine's day... hmm... spent my time studying for the accounting test..

but i was very pissed... i shaded the right answer but erased it and shaded the WRONG answer.. GRRRR....

darn...........................

ooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! I JUST LOVE THE SPORT.....

cant get it outta my mind.. i love it..... i managed to windsurf for a while, after countless tries at getting the sail up... the feeling was lovely... beautiful... being able to enjoy the wind while on the board... i wanna learn to increase speed, but i have to master the basics first... yeap!!!

haiz.. it'll be a fortnight before going out there again... BUT, then again it's chinese new year!!! festive mood! haha.. ok... back... to.. school

test on the 15th!!!!

windsurfing is FUN!

gosh.. i didnt realise how fun windsurfing was till i went to the windsurfing course this morning. even though i fell into the water countless times, it was, nevertheless, enjoyable. I just cant wait for the next windsurfing lesson!!!!
I guess i'm getting addicted to seasports.

And i went for a chingay rehearsal, but backed out at the last minute, cos i was getting a head from the head dress. i felt really bad, since the guy in charge had already sort of viewed me as competent to join in the dance as a supporting dancer. But oh well.. safety first.

heez...currently i've been in a kinda very reflective mood these past few days, got many things on my mind, and really, i must say that my gd friends, clement and darren, are really really, as funny as i may sound, they're really right about living happily and not thinking so much.. Thanks guys! =) And yes, charles, thanks for reminding me, i'm so gonna have to stop resorting to violence... i need to try to cultivate patience.. even though a few of my friends think i'm rather patient.. i think otherwise.. i need more patience... it's just so weird.. and yep... wanted to post this here.. it's rather beautiful...

moment by moment

Do not look back and ponder over what might have been;

nor be troubled by the year ahead for it has yet to come;
Live today to the fullest and make it beautiful
so that it will be worth remembering

marketing, marketing, marketing...
stats, stats, stats................<<<<<------hey this spells the same forward and backward!!
and aLL aSsiGnMeNtS!!!!!
CRAP...

haiz...

oh yay! managed to share those choc nut cookies with clement after all.. haha....

am so gonna try windsurfing. praying that nothing will happen =)

it's pilinG up!!! NO NO NO...

darn... it shouldnt turn out this way......

baked some cookies, wanted to share them with my classmates and maybe clement, but fainted/threw a fit while getting down the bus.. haiz... must be the stress piling up.. and maybe, maybe, me not taking care of myself well enough. *sigh.. have to start taking good care of myself already.

whoa... school's started, and even though it's just the beginning, it's kinda wearing me down... hmph... i guess i'm still in the holiday mode...

WAKE UP!! *slaps face...

arh... that feels better, a little more awake.. well.. i better start studying..
I DEFINITELY NEED MY As BADLY....

the rainbow

it's been some time....
haha... the rainbow after the storm ??
kinda really describes human emotions... and i guess it really takes a while for us humans to get to the violet part...

my perspective on the colours :

red- could be anger, or any other hyper emotions that gets u ridiculous?
orange- the so called calm, or maybe tidal wave...
yellow- the fading out... or maybe seeing the light.. sunny day again kinda feeling
green- hmm.. most ppl associate this with jealousy. i would say it's the freshness of learning, the opening up of urself again, maybe vulnerability, but with more strength
blue- the blues that faded away comes back once a while
indigo- achieving the real calmness, understanding of the lessons learnt

finally

violet-- a feeling of peace and serenity deep down, that one has and was able to come out better and stronger.


okay, sch has started, i'm in a real dilemma about everything else, but one thing remains clear, that i have to get my distinctions. i wanna do the best i can.

yay... managed to clear my desk.. and completed the jumping quest.... phew.. was gonna go nuts soon... anyway gotta start prepping for school.... starting soon!!!!

merry christmas!!!

now currently am spring cleaning my room... haha...gtg... changi village for dinner!!!

happy 21st birthday to Jonathan!

happY biRthdaY to

darren ---21st

as well as

kenneth!

oh yea! exams are finally over.....
results are gonna be out later... like 3 days b4 christmas???
nice timing! nvm.. christmas prezzie....haiz.. results as a present....

SCHOOL... what was i expecting?

december...stress....

week one is filled with EXAMS....

mon, tues, thurs and fri!


oh well at least it's ONE week.

hmm.... interesting quiz...

Are u bitter about love?

take a look at

My results...

SEMISWEET

You appreciate love but realize it's not the answer to everything. That optimistic - but not obsessed - attitude helps you attract guys and be open to relationships without feeling the need to bake pink cookies for your homeroom.

hmph... luckily it's ONLY a quiz...but ya, i'm getting optimistic about life, but till the EXAMS are over, i'll be SCREAMING!!!!

hmm..... been biten by mosquitoes on MY FACE!!!! grrr...
do i have super sweet blood or something??? and it's real obvious.....
sadly... for i seldom have any breakouts or spots or bites....

maybe it's the rainy season...

and i'm really LAGGING behind for my studies!!!!
OMG... what have i been doing???
I need to really catch up with my work...

AS usuAl.... the LaZy PiG!
haha.... BUT this time... I"M SO gonna work my ass oFF...

PLeAsE pEopLe, Help me!!!!

hmmm...

many thoughts running thru my mind...was a weird october this year.. what with friday the 13th in the middle and me NOT noticing it till the day itself... experimented with cooking clam chowder, and joined dragonboating... Overall, school was much more enjoyable, and i've come to realise that what darren told me was rather true.. Things are actually very simple, it's just we people like to make things super complicated..


and YES i know.. i seldom update already!!! EXAMS!!!!!!

happy 21st birthday to Alson...

went to Alson's 21st birthday chalet... made some new friends....
Nick(the guy with the orange shirt), Bryan, Kelvin, etc......

i kinda became the 'intruder' haha, cos i came back from a swim and found all these people talking... and they thought i walked into the wrong place...hahha.. Overall, it was great, guess the birthday boy really enjoyed himself... haha.. cya..

this is one eventful day.....

DRAGONBOATING ORIENTATION ROW!!!


it was so fun, even though i got all wet.. i'm so gonna join it.. yay..

haha, i just read this interesting quote.. on the net....

Men are like mascara – they RUN at the first sign of emotion

what a fitting analogy...

ya, crap i know... nothing much to say

I had a nightmare.... it was totally totally scary....

this white cat was given ice cream, so i wanted to cross over... it let me cross, after crossing, it finished its ice cream, so i just looked adoringly at it.... when it looked up, it jumped straight at me!! OMG.. and it just kept at scratching and inflicting pain on me......it was just so painful.....

Luckily, i woke up....

hmmm... i just cant seem to concentrate.. my mind is everywhere these days.. i used to be able to somehow just make myself focus, but it cant work now. why??? Just read about the Three Gorges Dam in China, the scenery is beautiful....Wish i could be there....

Heck... my birthday is tomorrow!!!
The 20th of September!! yippee!!

But, i've got a econs test... crap... oh well... hope to do well for it...

hmmm.... some much to do, so little time...

Thanks to all those who advised me on the speakers... I finally managed to play music, but there are times when the music wont load.. haha.. oh well..

The sch term just started, hopefully i can keep at working and studying at the same time...Psychology and critical thinking has been really interesting, nutrition, erm.... revision of biology... which is not so bad, cos i love biology...heehee, or is it just cos of the way that particular lecturer from buffalo teaches??? hmmm....

It's SEPTEMBER already... it was merely january a while ago....

when u study, time crawls by,
when u work(routine)/have fun, time flies...

yay.. it's SEPTEMBER....... cool.....

happy birthday to Celestine...
you're 20!!!
welcome to the twenties......

have a wonderful birthday!

heezz

it's August....

National Day is coming up....
happy 41st birthday to Singapore!

my life is kinda in a huge mess... it needs some restructuring... haha....
stay tuned...

---- restructuring in progress ----

hmmm.... wonder what is wrong with my computer these days. It keeps hanging!!! *screams at computer* 'WHAT IS WRONG WITH U? gotten some virus attack?' My... it's frustrating. I wish that i can play music.... the stupid speaker... i have no idea what is wrong with it. HAI.... and

yes!! MApLestoRy is getting fuN with celestine playing... haha.. she's addicted now. hahha..... celestine..... u're a maple addict now!!! ^no offence^........ heezzz. hahha...

THe latest news i heard, Gaylene is leaving.. I'm gonna miss her stories!!! She's so interesting. anyway... time is really flying past.... soon it's gonna be 2007......

REAL TALK with diana ser!!
Gosh! it was scary! i was viewing the filming of the real talk programme, and when it came to the ending of the prog, she was walking around trying to get opinions. Then everyone walked away. I tried to follow my parents to walk away, but diana caught me! Then she asked me questions. So scary! My heart was thumping, and i guess she could feel i was getting more nervous by the minute. Luckily she ended it fast enough. I was so terrified! haha...I have to watch the episode. They'll probably edit my answers.. haha..

The Classic IQ Test

Your IQ score is 117

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Word Warrior. This means you have exceptional verbal skills. You can easily make sense of complex issues and take an unusually creative approach to solving problems. Your strengths also make you a visionary. Even without trying you're able to come up with lots of new and creative ideas. And that's just a small part of what we know about you from your test results.

it's a SAT! Time is flying past! why so fast? I bought this plant pet, named Happy Rose.

Oh well, I guess I didnt do much yesterday, and the day before, but I really enjoyed the dinner last night. We colleagues went to MIND cafe to celebrate Jing Liang's 21st birthday, and it was also some sort of a farewell dinner. The cafe had games such as Monopoly, Snort, Life, Taboo, etc. We played Snort and one other acting game, called 'Say What?'. Say What was rather fun, as we all had to pick up a card with the right side facing others, such that we only knew another's card content. Also, the objective of the game is to make to opponent say or act out the word on the card. One of my colleagues, Jamie, had the card with the word 'bad' on it. And Jasmine, boy is she good at this! She had barely started a conversation with her, and already Jamie said the word 'bad'. Khim Hong, had the word 'girl' on his card. I felt it was rather easy, but I couldn't start a conversation as he was sitting too far away. i wish i did though! Xianglin had the word 'drink', and well I guess I learn from the best,(cos Jasmine was sitting beside ME!) and I managed to get her to say it! YAY! Snort was a much nicer game, whereby we all had to remember other's animal sounds and make that particular sound if he/she has the same card as you. I nearly lost! There was this time where all the cards were piling on my stack. Luckily I managed to push them all away to Lionel..cos he wasnt paying attention(oops sorry lionel) Haha..

06/06/06

Today is the 6 June 2006!!! 06/06/06! Nice date. Unfortunately, these dates only lasts for 12 years. So far, 6 years have gone by, so we have only another 6 more years to come across these beautiful dates. Wow. I really had no idea how fast time keeps flying past. Then there's the second econs quiz tomorrow. AND next Wednesday, till the mid term. But it doesn't end just yet. I met up with Celestine yesterday, and we had loads of fun playing pool, and swimming in the pool. Haha. It rhymes. Went to the Esplanade again. Hmm, I guess the Esplanade is becoming my favourite place. Walked around the clark quay or boat quay area, think it's clark quay. And, I saw this really HUGE statue, at first I couldnt make out what it was, partly because I didnt look at the entire statue. I only saw the BiG bottom part of it. But when I finally looked at the entire statue, I realised it was a bird, with really huge feet. Turns out I was right in thinking that the feet resembled a bird's feet. Then, I went to the Fullerton Hotel for a while, to enjoy the cool environment and also to look at the koi. The koi were very friendly, and there was a really fat white koi. I tried to pat its head, then all the koi swam towards me, thinking my hand was food! Luckily they dont have teeth!

the beginning

the beginning of a new chapter.
a new time in my life, to be more hardworking and to learn from previous mistakes.
LiFe... a journey, that is often decided on by urself.
SMILE! heez...

Valerie, your lucky charm is a Good Luck Troll!

There's something about you that just brightens up a room. It's only fitting that your personal charm is as fun as your good luck charm, the Good Luck Troll. These pot-bellied, big-eared, wild-haired, naked little creatures can lighten the mood almost as easily as you do. Whether they are perched on the end of a pencil, gazing down from the bookshelf or riding along on the dashboard, these "so-ugly-they're-cute" trolls bring good fortune to those who truly appreciate their power. Often mentioned in the same breath as Pet Rocks, Sea Monkeys and the Slinky, Good Luck Trolls aren't just another fad rescued from oblivion. They come from the enchanted forests of Norway, where it was believed glimpsing a real troll would yield years of good luck. These miniature imitations are easy to spot and even easier to laugh at. And that's the point: nothing bad can happen when you're laughing.

Darn... Time really flies when u're having fun....
i've finally discovered the magical characteristic that guys have..... it's the ability to just HECK CARE and be totally happy-go-lucky... haha.. but i guess it's gonna be quite hard for girls to follow?? Given the analytical and rather detailed mind we have... hahha.... just a personal comment... no offence....
haa..... went to watch a basketball match on monday, it was really exciting... what was really coincidental was that just the night before Celestine and i were talking about basketball, soccer, table tennis and what we thought of them... a sporty conversation? hahah... over dinner at pastamania again... somehow, we never get sick of pastamania or cafecartel. we somehow always end up there...

have a happy good friday!!

SMILE AND THE WHOLE WORLD SMILES WITH YOU.

hmmm... it's been a month since my last post, and there has been some new faces in the office... haha...
4 new ppl... sherann, moses, jing liang and kee gay...
oh well. more the merrier.. and busier.. haiz.. anyway, i'm so tired.. and my hand still hurts.. bye.

it's already a week!!! wow!!! time flies... i just love my work... although it gets boring, WE the people make IT fun!!! yea!!!!!

FUN!!!

how nice... working with a bunch of fun-loving, light hearted and totally happy people...

hmmm.......... 28 feb..... my first day at work... started work, as an admin assistant, and never expected it to be so weird.. the meeting was rather strange, with the lady who briefed the bunch if us acting like a disciplinarian.... checking our clothes and shoes and all.. kinda cute.. and there's apparently another valerie in the office.. hmmm..... maybe tomorrow i'll get to meet her.

Dress code,
formal, no sports shoes, no jeans, no tees...

haiz.... like that how?? my wardrobe consists mostly of the above... Granted i have some blouses and the rest, i guess i'll have to rummage and mix and match...
what a headache.

but, guess what? a colleague of mine IS wearing sports shoes!!!
WHateveR!

*yawnz* i'm so so so tired!!!!
anyway, Firstly, i just wanna wish dave a very happy happy birthday....
then maybe, i can go sleep..... haha.... haiz..wont be so free anymore... gonna work......okok... see ya again.. when free that is.

hmmm..... the numerology report is rather accurate i must say....
maybe u should try it....

go try and see if the personality insight is accurate k??

here goes...
http://www.astrology.com/site_map.html
there u will find the word numerology in bold......

have fun!!!!
ya, any takers for kayaking after exams??

Numerology

Numerology is an ancient science that offers insight into the personality by assigning numeric values to names and birth dates, calculating numerological values and then interpreting the results.

To calculate the values used in numerology, first all numeric digits are added together. If the outcome is a number with more than one digit, the resulting digits are added together again until they are reduced to a single digit. For example, the number 27 is reduced by adding 2 + 7 to get 9. The number 1974 is reduced by adding 1 + 9 + 7 + 4 to get 21; then 21 is further reduced by adding 2 + 1 to get 3. All numbers are reduced to single digits between 1 and 9 except the special master number 11, which is not reduced for numerological calculations.

Letters are first converted into numbers and then added together until they become a single digit. The table below shows the numbers that correspond to each letter.
The letter A = 1, B = 2, C = 3, etc. For example, the name Amy is equal to 1 + 4 + 7 = 12. 12 is then further reduced by adding 1 + 2 to get 3.

Your Numerology Portrait applies the results of several calculations to provide insight into the most important aspects of your personality.

Your SOUL NUMBER reveals your inner, private self, the underlying motivations that influence your decisions and actions, your subconscious desires and most deeply ingrained attitudes. (It is determined by adding the values for the vowels in your full birth name.)

Your Numerology Portrait is based on the following calculations:

Total for each letter:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9
A=2 B=0 C=0 D=0 E=2 F=0 G=0 H=0 I=1
J=0 K=0 L=1 M=0 N=0 O=0 P=0 Q=0 R=1
S=0 T=1 U=0 V=1 W=0 X=0 Y=1 Z=0
Consonant Total: 7 (25)
Vowel Total: 3 (21)
Grand Total: 1 (46)
Date Total: 8 (17)
Missing Number(s) are: 6 8
First letter is V
First vowel is A
Your Soul Number is THREE.

You are a romantic and an optimist at heart, with a great appreciation for life and all of its pleasures and beauty. Your gifts are imagination, inspiration, the ability to dream and to create.

Your natural generosity, big-heartedness, and good humor wins you many friends. You have an inner joy and buoyancy which enables you to encourage and bring hope to others. However, some consider you unrealistic and naive, for you are drawn to the bright side of life and avoid the dark or difficult aspects of people and situations as much as possible. You do seem to attract more than your share of the good things in life. Comfort and ease come naturally to you. You are a very social creature and you especially enjoy being with creative, playful, spontaneous people. Theatre, dance, music, and other expressive arts have a strong appeal for you. Your weaknesses may include laziness, lack of discipline, and impracticality.

hmmm.. i'm so happy!!!!! just feel like screaming and shouting for joy....

haha.... cant believe it....

Prayer always helps!!!!!

FMF paper today!!!!


from 1430hrs to 1630 hours


wish me good luck..

i'm like the blurrest person... i can just keep at a task for the long duration and forget all about other stuff.... i forgot to eat!!! hahah

yes i know.. my blog is seldom updated... i'm just too lazy... hahah, maybe.. or maybe this polarbear/penguin is busy swimming and eating with the others.... heez... yupz... this time, this super blur person accidentally pressed the 4get password and now, my yahoo account is so inaccessible! haz... sheesh... i'm really very blur sometimes.. i miss my beloved snowy... she's no longer there for me to talk to her.... sobs..... hopefully i can save up for a new cage and all, then get a baby hamster... Snowy wont mind.. i hope... ya, i finally activated my 2 long long long time email accounts.. dead le.... must go and close them both.... hmmm.. need to eat!! i'm very hungry, u know... heee

hmmmm....................
today..... went to school to study.. but just couldnt concentrate... haiz... at least did some tutorials... then went back home..
felt so blur today.... no idea why.. hahah.........Well, i am blur most of the time, maybe that's why i'm the

certified professional blurie!!!

hahha.... yupperz... the best part? realising that the event i wanted to participate in is over and forgotten to check the details..... how smart....

hmmm...
STUDY week.....

EXAM time....

need my As badly very badly...
i hope and pray that i'll achieve them..


YEA,

a very HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY to all!!!

yea, if this is gonna be how i get there always, i'm so gonna miss the bus stop when i go there next time? keep forgetting to press the bell.. dunno where the place is... haiz... is it after the maju camp sign board or what???? please Celestine.. tell me properly lah.... i feel like idiot le.... everytime walk to the door when no one is alighting and then press the bell.. very embarrassing.... haha...kkkk, sleeping le...

today is the first day of study week... Gonna study, then later meeting Celestine.... at SIM..

see ya!!!

yikes...

haiz.. why me???

i'm getting bored these few days.. very bored.. dunno what to do.. maybe i'm just totally mentally drained.... study too much? i dunno... sometimes dun like my mundane life... and my computeR is StiLL dowN!!!!


i wish..
i wish...
i wish....


haha.. so many wishes and dreams yet to be fulfilled..
Sometimes i really dunno what i should do...

it's febRuarY already...
Examinations are drawing to a close...
work hard!!!! must really study....
yupsss. the admissions are open today!!!
submitted them already.... hopefully can get in ....
please!! i hope and pray......

hmmm.. interesting..
mOnDaY.....the 23 january 2006...
MY QUIZ.... i lost like 4 marks!!!! Darn... i wished i had a clearer picture... i wanna re do!!!! i dun care.... heez.. study till mad already..
okok... i'll nEveR 4get it.. so interesting... heezz. was in the library doing research (duH, as usual, PROJECT!!!) then somehow, i have this habit of switching my phone to SUPERSILENT... as in..no vibration, no sound.. hehe.. i have this GV movie voucher so i just asked if anyone wanna to movie.. all answers were like no no busy busy.. so asked sean and clement Then, no reply......
At around 3.40pm, cos i was getting restless going up down up down finding the books.. so then i just checked my phone, and i saw '7 missed calls' from a private number... and then a msg from clement..... to catch memoirs of a geisha..
Admittedly, i was a bit shocked at first.. then i realised it's cos of the voucher... So ya... then when we went into the theatre, sean wanted to roll down the stairs... We both were like hoping he wont roll, but he did anyway, had a good laugh... haha... he's entertaining.... then the adverts were like 30 mins!! so long... then the show ended at midnight... And in the end we really roll/crawl... cos of the auto close shutter?? is that what u call it? was coming down when the station was closing.. but took taxi, cos the last train departed...
anyways, my stomach is really growling.....

argh!

oh dear!!!!
i lost my mother's handphone as i was using it for a while since my handphone battery touched water. oh my... went around reporting the lost and now i'm uncontactable.... quite relaxing!! heez...but.. my contacts all gone!!!!! please let me know ur contacts again... i'm so sorry...

whoa.... first week of 2006 is gone.... by midnight today

hmmm......... brand new year... brand new path in life...
must make the best of this year...

from the Shape calendar for january :

get motivated
try new running routes, hit the gym at a different time or buy a healthy cookbook and try out new recipes. Constantly approaching your health and fitness goals from fresh directions will keep you motivated throughout the year....

wow!!

hmm... time is flying past!

it's already the 5 of january! hmm... my term tests marks are out, not bad, i thought i'd do worse.. hahah .. still one more to go.. the most terrifying one.... hope it's goood.... lecturer say all pass... should be just pass haha, considering the amt of mistakes i made....

went lunch with my cousin.. he's very hyper... heez..

great literary work?

a beautiful literary work that i saw online the other time..
it kinda puts u in a reflective mood.. Anyway,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life
Wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder
where you are or what you do.
I'm sorry, I can't help myself...
Cause I still love you.

You're not worth the tears, you're not worth the heartache.
I don't know why I give you the time.
You're not worth the pain, you're not worth the emptiness.
I don't know why I wish you were mine.