WHAM!

yes... the door sLaMMeD into my facE yet again... figuratively..... why do i always have to do something that makes me get thrown into a minefield of 'what-if's? this is sounding kinda like the marketing 9 steps thingy... what mission, scenario, strategy, tactics, execution, bleah... dun wanna blog about marketing.... oh well.. i guess i can only hope that the resulting effect or impact is a good one, and it wont be a bad move when i reflect on it later on...

yep... and i had a freaky nightmare!!!! about GHOSTS.... yes, ghosts... what seeing ghosts, and the ghosts are not able to walk through doors when they panic and stuff... so scary.....adds on to my already mind-boggling questionnaires on ghosts... hehe... there are so many things about them...

BUT

sometimes it's just better not to know... so ya, this specific questionnaire is kinda like half-completed.

CURIOUSITY KILLS THE CAT!!

well in this case the tiger(me, duh)... haha.. waiting for the application to be downloaded takes a LOOOOONNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG time!! i guess i can complete all my accounting practices.... (only the practices, not ALL---i'm not an EXPERT at acctg YET... i strive to be) I WANNA GET MY As!!!! yes... i'm on the way there, gonna work my ass off for it.. i know i can do it, i will achieve it. yep.....okie... gonna get back to my accounting assignments and statistics...
excel?? i'm still trying.... the office is so funny la, it can only be activated TWICE??? like harlow????? then if ur computer is down and out more then two times??? what IS gonna happen??? total CRAP. it's not economical!!!!!

alright!!! i got an A on an assignment!!! yippeee...happy... and ya... i must go and run more, or maybe ask darren to teach me basketball.. and ask for the ways that ppl get a foul... so i can guard that basketball player and GET the baLL! maybe i should TRY kai's eviL method....*eViL lauGhteR* and in a foul way!!!! hahaha.. in the mean time, i will try to invent my own score board!! maybe distraction from the target or something else.... lol.. so cool. yepp..and now i really really understand how the REAL bball players feel after a match... esp... all the running and guarding.. gosh..it's like so unpredictable! left, right, front back....jump up...bleah......yea..

yes... before i forget.. i still don't believe einstein wrote/pondered on this:

How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?

unbelieveable right? and i thought einstein was aLL scientific genius stuff.. so he did think too much sometimes... haha... i'm a bad girl. making fun of a genius...

oh ya.. crap is fun sometimes.. esPeciaLLy when u've got nothinG to talk about and think about...like how celestine and i were crapping abt names..and then it was so hilarious, it felt like a workout.. and the customer service thing... haha celestine, maybe u should try something else?? we try to invent our phrases..... ok??? hhahahhah

Remember me this way

Ev'ry now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never, ever go away
Your heart will stay

(Chorus:)
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more, a part of me
You're ev'rywhere

(Repeat chorus)

(Bridge:)
And I'll be right behind your shoulder, watching you I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe

(Repeat chorus)

This way


just love this song.... one of my favourites.. :)

i dun need a man~

I don't need a man
I don't need a man (Did I complete 'cha? I don't need ya!)
Oh! I don't need a man
I'm over you
I don't need a man (Without you)
I don't need a man (Ohh I'm over you)
I'm over you, yeah!
Oh, I don't need a man


[Chorus]
Cause I'm doin' fine without you!
I don't need a man to make it through
I don't need a-I don't need a man, I don't
Cause I'm doin' fine I feel brand new
I don't need a man to get me through
I don't need a-I don't need a man, I don't

Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go (Let it go!)
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go (No no no no...)
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go (Baby...)
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go (Let it go!)

[Chorus]

You'll know if I'm feelin' you
And I don't have to think it through
The more you try the less I bite

And baby I don't need a hand if it only wants to grab one thing
And without that-no deal
I want a love that's for real
So if you wanna be with me it ain't at all about the bling you're bringin'
You know I've got my own life and I bought everything that's in it

And I'm not afraid to tell you I don't ever wanna leave you confused
'Cause there are some things I won't do
Just give it all up to you
And the way that you stare, don'tcha dare 'cause I'm not about to
I see you lookin' at me like I got somethin' that's for you

So let me break it down- I can get off when you ain't around!
I don't need a ring around my finger, to make me feel complete
I don't need a man to make me feel good, I get off doin' my thing
I don't need a man to make it happen, I get off bein' free
[Chorus]

You'll know if I'm into you
I don't have to think it through
The more you try the less bite and

And I'm not afraid to tell you I don't ever wanna leave you confused
'Cause there are some things I won't do
Just give it all up to you
And the way that you stare, don'tcha dare 'cause I'm not about to
I see you lookin' at me like I got somethin' that's for you

yeah.. u go girl!
oh ya, happy bday charles.

fun?

i still like this pic i took last year.. sceneRy from the office...
even though it looks kinda blank... cos maybe u can see the body of water at the back.. lol

yep.. a stress reliever...

ok! enough of bleah-ing the time away,
back to papers and studying!!!

gosh.. i'm getting bored. very bored. i really have no idea why.. too lazy to even do anything.

i wanna do a lot of things, but it seems so far-fetched some how.. why???

boring.....boring... bored..................

just wanna laugh like forever....

the bleah post

the 'have u found mr right?' test....

Valerie, you've found Mr. Right because You Put Each Other First

You know it's the real deal when you stop thinking just about what you want and start thinking about what he wants, too. After all, a relationship is about two people coming together. And the way you and your guy put each other's needs on an equal level means you're both ready for something more.

That's not to say that you aren't a strong woman with your own ideas about the way things ought to be because you are, and you don't take marriage lightly either. It's just that you've found a great guy who'll always have your back, even if it's his dear, sweet mom you're debating. And nothing's more romantic than that.

and the 'what kind of girlfriend are you?' test

Valerie, you're a Steady Supporter

Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.

For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.

tests...haha.. i feel they seem crappy!!!!
my first reaction to the results : OH REALLY??????
but to the computer : thanks for the compliments...
hahaha...

check it out and try them for urself...
www.tickle.com
have a fun time.

it was valentine's day... hmm... spent my time studying for the accounting test..

but i was very pissed... i shaded the right answer but erased it and shaded the WRONG answer.. GRRRR....

darn...........................

ooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! I JUST LOVE THE SPORT.....

cant get it outta my mind.. i love it..... i managed to windsurf for a while, after countless tries at getting the sail up... the feeling was lovely... beautiful... being able to enjoy the wind while on the board... i wanna learn to increase speed, but i have to master the basics first... yeap!!!

haiz.. it'll be a fortnight before going out there again... BUT, then again it's chinese new year!!! festive mood! haha.. ok... back... to.. school

test on the 15th!!!!

windsurfing is FUN!

gosh.. i didnt realise how fun windsurfing was till i went to the windsurfing course this morning. even though i fell into the water countless times, it was, nevertheless, enjoyable. I just cant wait for the next windsurfing lesson!!!!
I guess i'm getting addicted to seasports.

And i went for a chingay rehearsal, but backed out at the last minute, cos i was getting a head from the head dress. i felt really bad, since the guy in charge had already sort of viewed me as competent to join in the dance as a supporting dancer. But oh well.. safety first.

heez...currently i've been in a kinda very reflective mood these past few days, got many things on my mind, and really, i must say that my gd friends, clement and darren, are really really, as funny as i may sound, they're really right about living happily and not thinking so much.. Thanks guys! =) And yes, charles, thanks for reminding me, i'm so gonna have to stop resorting to violence... i need to try to cultivate patience.. even though a few of my friends think i'm rather patient.. i think otherwise.. i need more patience... it's just so weird.. and yep... wanted to post this here.. it's rather beautiful...

moment by moment

Do not look back and ponder over what might have been;

nor be troubled by the year ahead for it has yet to come;
Live today to the fullest and make it beautiful
so that it will be worth remembering

marketing, marketing, marketing...
stats, stats, stats................<<<<<------hey this spells the same forward and backward!!
and aLL aSsiGnMeNtS!!!!!
CRAP...

haiz...

oh yay! managed to share those choc nut cookies with clement after all.. haha....

am so gonna try windsurfing. praying that nothing will happen =)

it's pilinG up!!! NO NO NO...

darn... it shouldnt turn out this way......

baked some cookies, wanted to share them with my classmates and maybe clement, but fainted/threw a fit while getting down the bus.. haiz... must be the stress piling up.. and maybe, maybe, me not taking care of myself well enough. *sigh.. have to start taking good care of myself already.

whoa... school's started, and even though it's just the beginning, it's kinda wearing me down... hmph... i guess i'm still in the holiday mode...

WAKE UP!! *slaps face...

arh... that feels better, a little more awake.. well.. i better start studying..
I DEFINITELY NEED MY As BADLY....

the rainbow

it's been some time....
haha... the rainbow after the storm ??
kinda really describes human emotions... and i guess it really takes a while for us humans to get to the violet part...

my perspective on the colours :

red- could be anger, or any other hyper emotions that gets u ridiculous?
orange- the so called calm, or maybe tidal wave...
yellow- the fading out... or maybe seeing the light.. sunny day again kinda feeling
green- hmm.. most ppl associate this with jealousy. i would say it's the freshness of learning, the opening up of urself again, maybe vulnerability, but with more strength
blue- the blues that faded away comes back once a while
indigo- achieving the real calmness, understanding of the lessons learnt

finally

violet-- a feeling of peace and serenity deep down, that one has and was able to come out better and stronger.


okay, sch has started, i'm in a real dilemma about everything else, but one thing remains clear, that i have to get my distinctions. i wanna do the best i can.

yay... managed to clear my desk.. and completed the jumping quest.... phew.. was gonna go nuts soon... anyway gotta start prepping for school.... starting soon!!!!

merry christmas!!!

now currently am spring cleaning my room... haha...gtg... changi village for dinner!!!

happy 21st birthday to Jonathan!

happY biRthdaY to

darren ---21st

as well as

kenneth!