went out today, after a weird dream/nightmare... wonder what is on my mind..
is it reality? still dreaming???
an outing with friends normally helps me to bring me back to earth.

i feel lost. very lost. i wish that time would slow down, so i can enjoy the days, it's slowly getting faster. ironic, i know. do i do this, or do that??? so many decisions to make. back then it was so much easier, admittedly so, cos there were no big decisions to make.
will i get the dream job i wish for, the life i dream of having???

they say that if u dont try, u'll never know. but there's also the fear.
yeah.. i guess it's a risk we all have to take.